Twenty

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I take the 20 pills leftover of jc's meds that were strong. I bring a bottle of vodka into the car and the pills and pretend I'm going to therapy.

I pull into a private place, one where I wouldn't be found.

I I swallow every single pill with the vodka until I become dizzy.
I hop out of my car and walk around the abandoned field.

I stumble over everything, the alcohol taking over me with the pills.

I run into something and look up.

"JC?" I ask super confused.

"You told me you'd move on, why?"

"How are you here?" I ask.

"I had one last visit from the big man." He frowns. He looks the same he did when I last saw him.

I bawl my eyes out until I get what I wanted.
I feel my breathing become slower and my heart stop.

I lay down in the field and let it happen.
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// a note from the author //

Hey guys, I'm sorry it ended this way but... Yeah.

I love JC very much and if he ever died I would probably cry forever.
I am not at all wishing for this to come true. This was only for your entertainment.

Xoxo.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 28, 2016 ⏰

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