Dont Leave Me

Three

I never did budge when JC begged for me to come out of the room and he waited until Kian and Tayler got home to go downstairs.

"Where's Rose?" I hear Tayler ask, I could hear their whole conversation.

"I tried to put my arm around her but she ran away and locked herself in her room." 

I hear footsteps making their way upstairs. "Its Tayler let me in." She asks and I accept.

I quickly shut and lock the door behind her and she begins asking me questions.

"Why did you reject JC? I know you like him."

"Shhh!" I quiet her down, I didn't want him hearing that. "I don't like JC, he's cute and all but I don't have a chance so I'm not getting into that but I have to go home, I can't stay here any longer." I begin packing my dirty clothes back into my suitcase.

"Rosie, what are you doing?" Taylers eyes become almost black and she sounds angry.

"I can't annoy you guys any longer." I feel the burning sensation in my nose but I reject the tears.

"Your staying here, Delilah, I'm not letting you go back to Noah, mom and dad." She pushes the lid of my suitcase down to where I can no longer pack.

"Tayler, I'm already hurting people." I wipe any flow of water that could start.

"Your not hurting people, your trying not to hurt yourself." Honestly that was really deep and put me in a better place.

"Er, okay." I still wasn't comfortable with staying but it seemed Tayler really wanted me to.

I walk back downstairs and JC runs up to me. "I'm sorry, I didn't know I was going to upset you."

"Its fine, and school tomorrow, you don't have to embarrass yourself by talking to me so if you think you need to talk to me, I'm warning you, do it in private." I warn him, I didn't want him to be bullied like I am.

"What why?" He sounds very concerned, he was an actor so it made sense.

"You'll see tomorrow." I walk back upstairs and go to bed.
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"Rosie wake up, time for school." My sister wakes me up and frowns.
I throw on some joggers and a sweatshirt. I felt kind of sick but it might of been because of all the anxiety building up in my stomach.
I do my makeup and Tayler drives me and JC to my bus stop.

Once the bus arrives I felt as if I needed to puke but that would make things even worse so I held it inside.
I walk onto the bus first and it's the usual, people laughing and pointing at me as if I'm some type of circus animal.

Secondly JC walks behind me and all the girls go silent, their eyes bulging from their heads, especially Madison's. He smiles and he's being treated like some sort of special celebrity.
He is down and Texas but Kian says he's not going to be noticed as much in California.

Once we arrive at school JC doesn't ignore me, he actually seems to want to know me more since the other night.
Everything was going great until Madison comes up to us.

"Your the new kid?" She chuckles biting her fake nails.

He nods. "And your hanging with the mental illusion of a death wish?" She spat looking me up and down with her evil eyes.

"What are you talking about?" He says rudely to her, almost defending me.

"Lift her sleeve up baby, you'll know then." My heart sank as she said that. I hated everyone knew about my issue but what I hated more was that no one understood.

I try to run but he catches me to soon and restrains me from going anywhere.
"JUSTIN, NO!" I scream desperately trying to get away. It didn't help, he made it to my sleeve and lifted it up.

His chocolate eyes become black. He looks very angry like he was possessed by an angry spirit that didn't know how to take it out.
He shakes his head and walks away from me.

"JC." I begin to cry and call Tayler.

"Come pick me up please." Before she can say no or why I end the call and hug my knees on the sidewalk until she gets there.
She tries to talk to me on the ride home but I ignore and run to my room, locking the door behind me where I let it all out.

I bite the sharp piece of the pencil and
Angrily run it across my arm. Sobbing with emotional pain.

Just when I thought JC cared and would actually talk to me, it all changed and so did I.