It was a failure

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A/N: wow I think I'm going to cry. Maybe. Anyway hope you enjoy this chapter and plz leave a comment nd hve amazing day

It had been a good month realizing that I have lived with the others. With the upcoming danger Jeff has personally took it on himself to be my combat trainer. He's more of a drill sergeant then a trainer with the constant training. As in other stuff the blonde haired guy, Ben has given me training in magic and weapons but also goof off. Slender has said I might be able to return home soon if i continue the training I got here. And frankly I love to go home but this feels like my home too. The sad thing is since that day Bruce really hasn't shown himself, to me at least. I just hope he's ok.

"Hey sleepy head" Jeff's raspy voice rang in my ears. I looked around seeing that I had fallen asleep on the couch with a blanket around me. Jeff sat next to me in his casual black tang top with jeans. I sighed then rubbed my eyes, Jeff chuckled.

"How long was I out?" I stretched popping my back in the progress.
"At least a good hour" Jeff petted my head. I smiled at him and he returned the gesture at least he tired.

I got up then headed to the kitchen where I found a man in a yellow jumpsuit hunched over looking through the refrigerator. I smiled and greeted his back, he waved as he continued to search. When Jeff entered the room bluntly asking Masky what he was doing.

Masky turned probably giving Jeff a glare "If you want to know I'm looking for the damn chart Toby hide" when he finished the explanation he went back to searching.

Jeff snickered and pointed to him as I looked a paper was suck to his rear end. I was about to laugh out then Jeff put his fingers on his lips gesturing for me to stay quite. I tried my best.

"What the hell are you two giggling about?" Masky said but both Jeff and I kept chuckling that we started to burst out making sure everyone was up.

"What's with all the nose" a familiar voice pieces my ears. I turned to see the doctor in a light blue tank top and black PJ pants. He was fit for a doctor then again he wasn't a regular doctor.

My stomach twisted up when he looked at me I wanted to run to him but I was scared he'd reject me. Jeff must have sensed I was in trouble as he placed a hand on my shoulder. Smiley, narrowed his eyes  but said nothing. Oh boy.

"Let's go and say hi to the dick upstairs" Jeff said as he and I had already moved away passing the doctor. Knowing Jeff now I could tell he was angry inside but he still had enough control to move away.

When we finally made it to the third floor Slendy had just closed the door to the study room. His empty expressing face tilted a little as it stared at us. I smilled as Jeff walked up having a small chat. I stood there for at least two minutes only to be tackled by a man. His amber hair filled my vision as he hugged me tight. He let go in a second as he smiled so sweetly, his light gray skin was what gave him numbness. The eyes of a beautiful light brown matching his messy amber hair. I couldn't help but smile as I saw his cheesy smile.

"Do I got something on my face" he question as he began touching his face with both hands. He then began to twitch.

"Toby, your fine stop worrying" I petted his head making him calm down. He was adorable like a cat. 
"W-why did y-y-y-you laugh at m-me" he looked at me with his light brown eyes in an almost trying to do a puppy dog face.

I smilled and hugged him "Your so adorable, Toby" he fidget but hugged back.

"Ok, Toby, get off and do your chorus for the day" Slendy kneeled down as Toby got up with a cute pout down the staircase. I looked at the faceless man smiling wide as he said "Hello young lady how was your sleep"

"Fine, Slender your kinda acting as my dad" I giggled. Pulling away, Jeff grabbed my head rustling it. I laughed enjoying their company as if thy were never killers but I knew they all to well thy were. Slender had explained each of them had a demon. But unlike Slender who choice to accept that demon many of them here were fighting it. Most of all Jeff.

Jeff had summarized what he did, blaming himself in trusting a demon who said would protect him. He made it way too easy to say yes as he begin to look like that same demon that lay inside him. What made it so unfair is that the souls of his family was what it needed to keep Jeff alive. I felt so sad after hearing that, that it made me think of how the doctor Smiley himself came to be. Was it a life or death kind of thing? Or did it involved with someone he loved?

"Hey are you alright you look pale" Jeff's rough voice blocked out any further thoughts as he grabbed my chin making my head tilt back and forth.

"Jeff stop" he chuckled as I whined to his childishness. I smiled pushing him gently away telling them both I needed air as I made my way out the front door. With no hesitation in going any further I let out a yell of stress.

"What happened now?"

Jumping at the sudden voice. Looking over to the corner I saw a familiar blue masked man leaning on the porch beam. He wore his black sweater and dark jeans carving something. I relaxed.

"Nothing really, Jack" I said as I gazed at his carving before he placed it in his pocket I continued "Its Smiley"

Jack stood straight as he got  closer "Like I said your nothing but an object to that man"

My heart sank. Was he right? Am I nothing more that? I looked at Jack as the sun's light brightened his colors.

"Jack" he looked at me "Talk to me when you get a girlfriend of your own and see how that works out"

I walked away before he could get a word in. I returned back into the manor seeing Sally play on the floor as Ben played his 3DS. I smiled a little. Ben noticed me and jumped up walking over to me.

"Hey, cutie would you like to play with me" he said trying to make it sound in a sexual way. I giggled as the blonde boys elf ears grow hot. "Its not funny. I tried really hard"

I hugged him and said in an almost whisper "Thanks Ben I needed that"

He hugged back "Anything for you sweetheart"

I couldn't help but tear up. I felt weak but I needed something. I need to talk to Smiley. After I was done hugging him I went straight to his room. I knocked first when no one answered I opened it only to see that he was on the floor a book on his face.

"What do you want" announce was deep in his voice, but I spoke up as best I could "We need to talk"

He sat up causing the book to fall as his eyes widen looking straight at me. He opened his mouth but shut it quickly.

"What's wrong Smiley" worry in my voice yet he said nothing. I asked again.

"Nothing Sarah" he looked down.

"Lair" my eyes began to water "Every man I dated says that! There is something and your not telling me"

Smiley said nothing not even moved but I continued "Your hiding it and I know you are. What is it? Why won't you tell me Smiley"

The tears grow hot as I cried at this point I was ready to run off. But Smiley grabbed my hand still silent.

"Dont go please" his voice cracked from the sad tone. My heart stopped. He was hurting and all I did was just makng it worse.

"I'm sorry"

He lifted his head slightly "Sarah, I'm afraid of losing you" his eyes shut as the last words he said were almost inaudible "like her"

I kneeled down hugged him close. I didn't notice that his body was tense, he was suffering on the inside as was I. Holding him close I could feel he's breathing, heavy. Feeling terrible I opened my mouth but Smiley let his voice speak.

"I'm sorry"

His words made the tears I hadn't notice fall. He noticed in a swift motion I found myself cradle. He comfort me with humming a sweet tone as I began to drift off into slumber.

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