He's My Best Doctor (A Dr. Smiley Fanficton) REBOOT

Its Insanity

He did come back with McDonald's breakfast deal. I was a bit picky about what to eat not even looking at him in the eye. It was difficult to after hearing that recording. We stayed silent. Until around noon.

"Sarah" his sadness was mixed with confusion "did I do something wrong" I looked at my hands, shook my head then looked over at the small TV. He didn't press the subject any further. I didn't want him to know why I was like this. I wanted space, no I needed it, savor the loneliness of only my thoughts and prayers. I felt like a doll wanting to scream out telling my owner it hurt me every time I was thrown. I felt like a monster. I was sitting with him, loving every moment. But inside I was disgusted with myself for letting him be around. I was disgusted with what I let him do.

"Sarah?" His tone was gentle. I turned to him I quickly understood why he never shows himself in the light. His eyes shined dark red familiar to demons in stories we tell at a camp fire. I pulled away my mouth open in shock. It's body shifted closer hand reaching out. I screamed running for the door. I didn't want that thing. It was vial. Multiplicative. A danger to me and my heart. I don't want it near me.

...

It's been a while since the last time I seen that thing. I didn't let anyone know what happened that day, and I hope they never do. Nathan, Cathy and Keith have been keeping an eye on me making sure I don't run off trying to save the world again. And since both Cathy and Keith saw me fighting with the crazy doctor they told my dad. With those small hours he had called the police. After running off a patrol car spotted me then came to realize that I was missing. I integrated for hours from left to right. At first thy thought I was the one who had hired someone to kill both James and Bran. I couldn't blame them for that but I held my ground telling them I did no such thing. After what seemed like an eternity they backed off letting me leave with my worried father who nearly had a heart attack.

Christmas past then went right through new years everything had been a blurt but it slowed down in February the mouth of love. Not for me anymore. It was no use to even look for love or you significant other.

I walked down the street with my mind in the clouds not even a care in the world. Cathy and Nathan were only a couple feet away from me knowing that I shrugged still drifting off. I felt weird as if someone other than Nathan and Cathy were watching me.

"Sarah, are you doing well" Cathy asked. I stopped then lazily turned my head to her. Nathan didn't really liked the way I looked.

I gazed up. The clouds still were covering the sky just the same as it was when I meet Smiley. If I told them what really happened, that I had contact with him would they be disgusted or have hope for me to be happy. These always popped up into my mind but I'd doubt myself not doing a thing for days.

"Sarah" Nathan came up to me placing his hand gently on my shoulder. I smiled sadly my vision blurred. Hot tears streamed down my cheeks with a lump in my throat. At this moment I wanted to die. I just felt my heart had been tore into pieces and I need someone to tell me I'm ok. I need...

Him.

Nathan had me in his embarrass my mind was spinning, I didn't know what to do. I moved in kissing him. He tensed up but quickly returned the favor. I didn't want to stop it felt good, it felt real.

"Sarah" Cathy's voice trailed off. I looked up seeing it was the man himself glaring. I pulled away ashamed of what I had done. Nathan was dumb folded.

"Smiley..." My voice trailed off in a crack. His face emotion was in anger but his eyes were full of hurt. I trembled knowing I had hurt him that I had done this to him. It hurt me.

"Your a whore like the rest of them" his words felt like knives hitting my body. I was disgusted by my actions.

"At least I wasn't the one who disappeared for all most three months" I replied to him in a rage. I glared at him but inside I was yelling at myself "Your horrible, tricking me into thinking of something else. Your loves not good enough and neither is your truth!"

His eyes flared up "Fuck you I can make you love me! I can have any girl I want in the world"

Cathy looked at us while Nathan began to piece together what was going on. I put my hands up laughing sarcastically "Like hell a girl would love you. A deadbeat. Broke ass. Useless Doctor."

Smiley erupted in anger. Inside, I want to slap myself apologizing to him but on the outside I cared little of him or anything around me. The doctor moved swiftly to me in a matter of seconds. His movements weren't human. I tried to follow him but he already had Cathy and Nathan on the ground. He had a look of distrust yet there was something else, I couldn't register it. Yet I knew it was there.

"B-Bruce" my voice trembled that name. Slowly he stopped, rethink his actions. He regained himself. We both looked at each other, him full of pain while I was full of regret.

"Sarah run!" Nathan grabbed my arm starting to move away with Cathy at our side. I couldn't progress the situation. One moment I'm in front of Bruce the next Nathan, Cathy and I are running for our lives. I was at fault here if I didn't cause such a big fuss when I saw him again.

Bam. My body fell to the floor a warm liquid slide down my nose, head was spinning. I slowly looked up Cathy was screaming out words but I couldn't hear them it felt like time had slowed down. They were pointing at something. Turning to it I saw the doctor in rage moving closer grabbing onto my arm.

"Bruce... my head" I managed to let those words go but when I tried again nothing went out. He held me close trembling slightly. My heart jumped. Was he scared to never see me again? Will he really care for me?

"He's got Sarah!" Cathy screamed. The doctor tensed up preparing to protect me against my friends. I wanted them to know that it was ok that neither of them were going to hurt me but my head was pounding like crazy. Then there was that warm liquid. I could tell Smiley knew about it too when he held me close.

His eyes were full of hurt nd disbelief but he let me down gently. He smiled one more time before running off some where letting my friends rush in taking me to a near by hospital. After being there for nearly five hours the doctors told my friends and I that I had a concussion from when Nathan dropping me and that I needed to stay here for some time before going back home. Cathy punched Nathan around thinking it would make me feel better.

Another hour passed and my dad arrived his face sweaty looking terrible. Cathy and Nathan had told him everything that the doctor said but they didn't say a thing about Bruce. I smiled. My dad talked to me until the doctor told him to leave I was almost sad to see him go. But I was hoping that he would so I could to see Bruce. He might as well have run off to seek shelter thinking that my friends would tell the police. I was a quite shooked they didn't do just that. But being with them this long I knew I had to spill everything that had happened to progress this far.

...

"Sarah please tell us what's on your mind" Cathy said in a sadden tone. I looked at her my eyes glossy. It was the next day and Cathy always being the early bird came straight to the hospital, with Nathan right behind. I wouldn't blame them, they wanted answers. I gently rubbed my eyes then sighed I told them of that day then what happened after those few days. Cathy's emotion went from anger to panic to a blank. But Nathan's never change that calm expression, yet it freight me more than Cathy's anger. After I was done explaining I put my head down, ashamed of my actions but I didn't feel regret.

A hand was placed on my shoulder gently I slowly looked up. Nathan sighed giving me a hug. My eyes welled up as I started to sob into his shirt. Cathy was crying to ruining her make-up. I was relieved to tell my friends what really happened and their acceptance of it made me feel lighter.