French Girl {~a Jack Gilinsky fanfic~}

Chapter 19: Finals Week

{~song for chapter: Complicated-Robin Thicke~}
Olivia's POV:
~a week later~
Bella's been studying & staying away from boys & dating ever since last week..
It's finals week & I've been studying already for 2 days
Today is day 3
Since I'm home alone..
I take a warm shower & I wash my hair with a coconut shampoo
I wash my body with a fruity body wash..
I walk out & I dry myself
I slip on clean panties & long pants
I put on my bra & my baggy long sleeved shirt
I tie my hair up in a messy yet cute bun
I put on my glasses & I grab my books
I grab my notebooks & I start writing
I get a knock on the front door
I walk downstairs
I look through the peep hole to see Max
"Hi baby!" I squeal since I haven't seen him in a while..
he was away with family to visit his grandma who lives in a state far from New York..
I throw myself on him
I wrap my legs around him
He giggles & runs his fingers through my hair
I peck his lips
"I missed you!" I say happy he's finally back..
"I missed you too!" He says smiling
"Studying again?" He asks groaning seeing the books
"Yes I'm sorry.." I say frowning
We haven't been able to hang out due to me studying
"Baby..I wanna have my time with you too.." He says cupping my face
"You will..I promise" i say
He leans in & kisses me softly
"Is your mom home?" He asks
I shake my head
He lifts me up & carries me to my room
Before it got more escalated
I stopped him
"No..max..I'm sorry" I say pushing him & running into the bathroom
I shake my head with a single tear rolling down my cheek
"It's fine baby..I know it scares you..I won't touch you like that..I promise you..I'll wait until your ready..I don't mind waiting baby" he says wiping my tears
I smile & I peck his lips
"I'm so lucky to have you.." I say smiling
"I gotta study though so leave.." I say pushing him & giggling
"I feel the love" he says acting as if he's hurt
I laugh & roll my eyes playfully
I close the door & continue on studying..
~meanwhile~
Jack's POV:
I get a text from Madison
"Where you at? I'm in the mood😉😏"
I roll my eyes.
Why did I agree to be "friends with benefits" with Madison?
I mean I feel like a toy..
I have to meet up with her anytime she wants & it's strictly no romance
Since we're not a couple or anything..
I don't even like Madison..
I agreed because I haven't gotten any in a while..
I miss Olivia badly..
I pull up at her building hoping to see her today..
I got flowers for her & a huge life size teddy bear
I stop & park the car to see her BF walk out with a huge smile on his face..
I see him walk to the corner of the street
He pulls out his phone & I see him talking to someone
I put my hoodie up so he won't recognize me & I walk with the flowers & teddy bear
I look over & quickly turn my head
I hear
"She's gone..now we can do whatever you wanna do..meet up now? You naughty girl" he says & hangs up
I walk to the door & I knock on it
I see a eye look through & she opens the door in her beautiful glory with long pjs & her hair in a messy yet still perfect bun
I'm in awe seeing her..
Her glasses on her makes her look so desirable to me..
"Hi jack" she says frowning as if she still hates me
"Hi..can I come in?"
She shrugs & lets me in
I sit down
"I have to study so make this fast" she says
"I got you this." I say handing her the teddy bear & flowers
"Happy early birthday.." It says on a note
Since her birthday is December 4th
She tears up
"How did you know my birthday's in 2 weeks?" She asks me
I smile at her
"I know a lot about people Liv..especially the ones who stay on my mind.." I say
She wipes her own tears & she sighs
"Jack this is a awesome gift..thank you..but you should leave-"
I suddenly put my lips on hers
She kisses back which makes me smile
"Omg.." She says pulling back
"I have a BF..have I gone mad?" She adds ashamed of herself
"Please..Liv..it's my fault..I still love you.." I say tearing up
"You what?" She says
"I love you..Liv..I love you every inch of you,your laugh,your smile,your laugh,the way your eyes crinkle up when you laugh,your nose,your hair,your hands,your legs, everything..Liv..I still love you even though I drove you crazy during our relationship..give me one last chance.."
She shakes her head
"Go Jack.." She says tearing up & her lips trembling
I wanna tell her the truth about Max..
"Liv...Max's-"
"GO!" She yells
"Max's in love with someone els-"
"Go Jack!" She says now tears running down her face
I frown knowing I'm a horrible person..
I leave & she closes the door
I leave a note on the door
"Leaving for a business trip in Paris..goodbye for now xoxo J.G"
I get in my car & I drive back home
I put my hands on my face as tears roll down my face
I pack my stuff & I leave a goodbye letter to Madison..
"Madison it was fun but not really for me..I like someone else..please don't be mad..I'm leaving for a month to Paris..when I get back..I don't want us a "friends with benefits" relationship anymore..hell I don't want a relationship at all with you..have a great life & I'm sure someone will love you one day..like they say in Paris. Au Revoir-J.G"
I put it in a envelope..
I check the time
It's 6pm..
Perfect timing since my plane arrives at 7pm
I drive to Madison's & I leave the letter at her door
I drive away fast & make it to JFK airport..
I get in my airplane seat & I sigh turning on my phone & switching it to Airplane Mode
I buckle myself in & the plane goes up
I look out my window & watch as I leave New York..
~meanwhile~
Olivia's POV:
I finished my homework.
I can't even invite Max over
The fact I kissed Jack.
& Max isn't answering my calls..he must be busy..
I sigh & Bella walks in with movies
"Movie night?" I nod & we watch some funny movies
I giggle & I lay my head on Bella's shoulder
I get a text from Brooke
"I'm back from jersey movie night?😎"
"Yes come over"
I text her & literally 10 minutes later
She arrived & we all watch movies
The last movie we have trouble picking
"MAGIC MIKE" me & Brooke both say at the same time
We smirk & turn it on
I bite my lip seeing Channing Tatum shirtless
Damn he's fine..
~2am~
I'm sleeping & my mom shakes me a bit
She hands me a paper
"I found this." She says
I look at the letter
"Leaving for a business trip in Paris..goodbye for now xoxo J.G"
Omg he's leaving?
I try to call him
It goes straight to voicemail
Oh Jack please answer..
All of a sudden Max calls
"Baby..I miss you.."
"Max it's 3am & I'm tired.."
"You haven't spoke to me since 1pm why the hell did you not answer?"
All of sudden he hangs up
"MAX? MAX?!" I yell
My mom grabs the phone & places it on my desk
"Rest Hun..more studying tomorrow" she says kissing my head
I nod & lay down
I close my eyes & fall asleep..
~5am~
*dream*
I'm running around with kids who look just like me
"Mommy" one of them says
"Yes baby?" I say
"Daddy doesn't do my hair right!" She pouts
I look over to see Jack? Dressed up in a suit
He smiles & shrugs
"I tried.."
I walk over to him & kiss him
"It's okay Hun..I'll do it cmon baby" I say grabbing my daughter's hand
*dream over*
I wake up sweating & shooken up
"Do I love Jack?" I say my voice shaky..
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{~I'm too complicated..~}
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