Unfolding The Unplanned. ✔️

2|23: Feel So Helpless And Want To Escape.

(A/N – before we begin, this chapter may upset some people and I'm sorry if it does. It's life and I haven't experienced one of these before so I don't truly know what it is like but I tried my best. Also the song on the side is sad but this chapter is too, so they go together.)

Unfolding The Unplanned.

Chapter 23: Feel So Helpless And Want To Escape.

(*) Aria's Point Of View (*) – Wednesday 21st December 2034.

When I got told that my Grandmother had developed cancer, my whole world turned upside down, I didn't want to do anything, nor eat or get up and film and video. I felt empty, even though it wasn't physically happening to me, I didn't enjoy it at all. I cried for ages, days on days with my Mother, Joey tried to help me get out my phrase of crying and doing nothing, he and the unborn baby inside of me helped a lot and helped bring me out of my phrase of being alone even though I still feel a little empty and extremely helpless.

I am very close to my Nan so hearing the speech where my Mom told me that she had cancer was like a bullet to our whole family, I knew nothing would be the same after my Mother told me the news. It felt horrible going back to school, she wasn't at school all the time as she had to go to appointments, so we had a supply teacher/ I didn't like it at all, so there were lessons that I didn't bother to go to. Some teachers picked me up on it, saying I should go but some teachers including the head of year knew that I didn't want to go to her lessons as she wasn't there and he knew what I was going through. He probably was annoyed that I didn't turn up but he didn't mention it.

Adding onto this, even when she came back to school, she went onto part time work as the cancer got worse and her healthy goes first. I should have really seen the signs, feeling faint on the holiday and not really eating much either on the holiday, there was one time where I blamed myself for not seeing the signs but then again Joey and the baby helped me through it.

When I did go back to school, some people stared at me more than they usually do and as the time went on, some people got used to the idea that I was pregnant but other didn't and they kept on staring at me like I am alien. Hasn't people seen a pregnant women before, my Mother was pregnant at a teen so I don't know what is wrong with people. Speaking about school, the newspaper wasn't happy as Joey helped me with taking the newspaper down and then about a month later, when another rumour happened, they were not very happy.

Taking my top back off, I throw it across the room and let out a groan, massaging my temples as I face Joey. "I cannot get into anything Joey. I'm getting fatter and I am only three months bloody pregnant." I huff out, dropping my head.

He picks up his head from his phone and answers me, "babe you are trying fitted tops on, no wonder they don't fit you. Try on loser tops." He answers me and I give him a playful push, he falls back down onto the bed, I get on top of him and lye down against his stomach. "You are so cute and warm." He replies back to me.

I let out a laugh, "I am so glad I am a good service then." I reply back to him. "I need to go and see my Nan before we go on holiday and I need to finish packing as I was so busy with the 'Puma' range and telling my fans about it." I inform Joey, grabbing his phone from his grasp and putting on a song from 'Tidal'. "My stomach hurts and I'm bleeding!" I whine to Joey, I pick myself off Joey and go back towards my wardrobe.

"Erm Aria, too much information there darling." He replies back to me, his face going a slight shade of red as I throw him back his phone, he catches it and goes back to his scrolling through his phone. "Ew way too much information. I don't need to know that you are on your period, wait I know I am a bloke and don't know much about periods and crap but I know that you cannot get your periods while pregnant. Right?" He states.