Unfolding The Unplanned. ✔️

3|28: Towards The Door And Out Of The Room. Out Of Her Life.

Unfolding The Unplanned.

Chapter 28: Towards The Door And Out Of The Room. Out Of Her Life.

(*) Aria's Point Of View (*) – 2nd January 2036.

Switching my camera on, I take a deep breathe to try and steady my breathing before I grab the lights from the corner of the room, placing them in front of the camera. Switching the lights on after I place them in position, I then make sure I can see myself in eye view finder thing and that I look oaky and it isn't blurry.

Grabbing my drink from the side of the bed, I take a sip and press the 'record' button the camera; taking my butt, I sit back onto the bed – facing the camera. Exhaling and inhaling, the door creaks open and Joey comes in with a bowl full of nachos and sour cream alongside a bottle of Diet Coke. I give a death stare, trying to communicate to him that he needs to be quiet and he nods his head.

He takes a seat on the chair by the desk, opening up his laptop, he carries on his assessment for university while I try and film the video. The video that I have been really nervous about filming since I decided to go back to YouTube. It has been so long since I stopped YouTube and I am scared to see my fans reaction. I am scared to see if they accept me and understand but I want to do this.

I turn back around to face the camera, ready to make my grand entrance when Joey plops a handful of nachos into his mouth, chewing loudly might I add. "Joey please shh and chew quieter?" I ask him, he looks up from is laptop and imagery zips his mouth shut and I let out a laugh.

"Thank you." I reply back, focusing back on the camera, I smile and make sure I look oaky before I open my mouth.

Sighing, I fiddle with my bracelet and swallow the lump that has formed in my throat. Coughing, I make sure my hair is okay and not messy but I finally start. "Hello and welcome back to my channel. I am so sorry for my late of presence over the last two years. I didn't think I would be gone this long and I didn't think things would end up the way it has done but I am sorry. Firstly I want to say I am sorry to my fans, me leaving without am explanation what so ever isn't very good and leaving you all in the lurch is crap. I know I am poo person and you are wondering why I went and where the hell I went but don't worry your pretty heads, I will tell you now, I will tell you from the start. Also if you can hear someone eating very loudly it is Joey so I am sorry for that. He is here for moral support." I say to the camera, exhaling again as I cannot believe I am going to tell the whole world.

"So I am going to jump straight into it and just come out with it, I went away because I had a miscarriage. Yes I was pregnant and yes before you ask the Father of the baby was Joey. Joey and I were pregnant, well I was pregnant with Joey's baby. The reason I didn't tell you lot about the pregnancy was because it was quite earlier and I didn't want to get al-all your hopes up if it didn't work out and guess what it didn't work out. I had a mis-miscarriage at about thir-thirte-thirteen. I'm sor-sorry I thou-thought I cou-could do thi-this but I ca-can't." I say to the camera, tears now streaming from my eyes as I sit in front of the camera, talking about my past.

Joey notices and gets up from the chair, walking over to me, he wraps his arms around me and holds me tight against him. He takes a seat next to me, cuddling next to me for comfort. His warm body pressed against me, giving me the comfort that I need, god I have missed him so much it hurts.

Joey and I haven't really talked much about our relationship and whether or not we are in one or not but I think we are. We have just jumped back into our relationship from before, it wasn't broken, it just had little holes beforehand which we are both going to sort out, and we spoke New Year's Eve and said that we will go to couples counselling to talk about our issues.