It Can't Be Over (Book 2 - Immortalfox)

Chapter 16

Woah! Enjoy this super long chapter! I hope to see a butt-load of comments because I honestly think I'm coming back. 

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James POV:

 Dazed and completely hard up to this point, I stared blankly at the wall, my cheeks a solid shade of red. My mind was completely taken over with the thoughts of the sight I had just seen upstairs. He floated lustfully through my head, and I about jumped out of my skin when a hand touched my shoulder.


“James?” asked Jordan, “You okay, buddy? You don’t look too good. You’re sweating.”


My eyes widened and I stared into Jordan’s eyes, oblivious to this fact. But it was true. A few beads of sweat had gathered on my forehead and upper lip. What was happening to me?


“Oh, really?” I asked, trying my hardest to cover up the fact that the only thing wrong with me was the dirty thoughts of Aleks I had had just now.

“Yeah, now that you say it, I don’t feel too good.”


I made a movement to rise but Jordan immediately shoved me back down into my seat. 


“Well, don’t leave just yet. We’re almost finished here. This is a big meeting, James. We’re finally going to get back into The Creature Hub.” 


It was true. After years of having the hub, we were finally going to get our act together and start using it for its purpose: to post videos of all of us playing video games together. True, it had once been that way, but for the past six or so months we hadn’t been keeping up with that responsibility. 


I gave a sigh in response, though, and slumped back in my chair. 
I returned to thinking about Aleks rather quickly, but I tried my hardest this time to not get over-whelmed by the image of his naked body in my mind.


I began to think of Eddie, too, though, and why on earth he wasn’t here worshiping that body I had gotten the fortune of seeing. It bewildered me, quite frankly.


Aleks was perfect. There was no flaw to his marble-white skin, the only splash of color being his tatoo on his right arm. His hip bones jutted out and his chest was hairless, just smooth, baby-soft skin. I longed to run my hands over it. His collar-bone was noticeable as well, punctured and precise, giving off the ability to trace out each curve of the bone beneath his pearly white skin.


You could read every last outline of his body. It almost seemed, though, that if you were to reach out and touch him, you could not. It was a forbidden treasure that, if taken advantage of, would disappear and fade from existence.


Through my haze of lustful thinking, I felt a hand come down atop my own on the table.

I looked over and there was Seamus, giving me a small, happy smile. His eyes were gentle, and his smile delicate, and immediate guilt swept over me like an ocean.

I had just been lusting after another man—one that was not the one I was currently in a relationship with. And it wasn’t like I didn’t care about this relationship—Seamus needed me. He loved me and I was, in his words, his salvation. I had saved him from the dark place that was his mind many months ago. And here I was, going against my feelings and his feelings for no reason other than the reason that I enjoyed the sight of Aleks naked.

Seamus’s delicate smile began to twist and turn until he was staring at my upturned eyebrows and drastic frown with curiosity and concern.


Quickly, like the snap of a twig, I gave him a cheery smile and grabbed his hand into mine and gave it a kiss.