Y: Michael..
M: Hi babe! Is everything alright?
Y: Michael i'm so sorry.
M: Babe what's going on?
Y: I broke I fuckin did It again. I hate myself.
Y: I'm so sorry I feel so terrible I know I promised you i'd stop and I just im so fucking sorry.
Y: you deserve so much better than me i'm so stupis and pathetic and fucking disgusting.
M: Honey
M: Why didn't you call me or tect me when you felt the need to?
Y: Because it's been happening for the past like two weeks and I couldn't handle telling you when it first happened but then the guilt was eating me alive.
Y: please don't hate me. I'm so sorry.
M: Oh my god baby
M: I could never hate you baby girl. Are you alright? You haven't gone too deep have you? and you're taking care them right? If you haven't I want you to into the bathroom and go wrap them and let them heal properly alright?
M: What's the cause of this all? Is anybody giving you shit? It's not the fans is it? Oh god I wish I could be with you right now.
Y: No Mikey they're fine just there's just a lot . and no your fans are amazing . I just really hate myself Michael you deserve so much better and it's usually easier to stay clean when you're here because you always make me feel so great but you aren't here and everything is harder.
Y: But now I just hate myself even more because I was almost a year clean and it's all down the fucking drain I'm so stupid.
M: Hey! stop that. Stop saying you hate yourself.
M: babe we will get you clean again. I don't like seeing you hate yourself or even hurt your self
M: Plus don't ever and I mean ever say I deserve better because I love you and always will. Babe you light up my world more than anyone in this world would do.
M: I'm gonna ask the guys if I can come see you and just meet them in America.
Y: no mikey don't have to do that
M: No I don't have to, I want to. I'll see you in a day and a half. I love you baby
Y: I love you too.
