When we can. [Cryaotic x Reader] [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 4.

     There's a pause. You've been meaning to visit him for the longest time. Ever since the first time he brought it up a few years ago. You turn to look over your shoulder at an old jar containing your trip money in it. It's a pretty big amount of money to be honest, you've been saving a quarter of your pay cheque every time you got paid. You two have been joking about it for forever. Something always happens when you try and make it real. But this is the real deal, you don't know how he'll take this break up. And frankly you don't think it's just a break. You hear him laugh nervously breaking your train of thought.
     "(Y/N)...I think I've had enough to deal with, I don't need you joking about THAT with me" his voice is unsteady and cautious, like he hopes you're not lying but won't allow himself to be excited quite yet.
     "Cry, sweetie." you called him sweetie. Uh whatever it didn't seem like he cared much, you go on "I'm not joking, jeez I'm not that insensitive"
"But" he pauses and sighs heavily "In theory, if you were to come here, you can't." he says as blunt as he could muster. You keep quiet "And, and you don't have a passport! it takes a couple months to be able to cross the boarder after getting one anyway. A-and" he breaks off to compose his voice as you wait for him to finish. He takes a deep breath and goes quiet "you don't even have the money (Y/N) just the other week you were complaining about not having the cash for a game!".
     You don't know how to reply to that, you guess he's gotten his hopes up and crushed them himself. The thing he doesn't know is, once he was hospitalized you were worried sick about him and right away you went to get a passport to visit him. You already have all your savings which is more then enough to stay there for over a week at least.
     You waited too long thinking and you began hearing his breathing hitch. "Cry I have a passport. And I have the money. Don't you dare start crying on me because I'm coming to see you tomorrow" he gasps.
"when-"
You over throw his comment "I've been saving for years and I got that passport when you were hospitalized. Just in case you needed another person other then your family and..her" you pause. You take a sip of your drink and grab a notebook and pen and start scribbling stuff you'll need. Clothes chargers your cash, you'll have to bank it first obviously. He sits there stunned. Since you've been friends for so long this wouldn't be a shock so you add "Cry you're my best friend, I love you. I won't leave you alone for this" he didn't take that as shocking as you expected and he replied.
"I love you too. You're actually the best" he laughs a tiny bit and you chuckled. "Yeah yeah sure, where should I book my hotel?" you add googling Florida.
"Uhm there's a main road a block away from where I live let me find the name I'll get you the address and everything"  you guys finish planning and he gives you all you'll need from him. Once you get off the plane you'll get a taxi-uhm and uber? and give him that address and get a room. You'll probably get there late and unpack and pass out then you'll meet him in the morning.
It dawned on you. You were going to meet your best friend, your secret crush, no no no. (Y/N) calm down you can freak out when you're there. This is for him.
     You look at the clock it reads 4:12am and say "Hey cry it's getting really early I have to go, I have to get up and pack and then get to the plane on time" you say stretching and finishing your drink.
     "This is really happening huh." he says in disbelief "I'll let you go then I got sleep off this headache anyway, I'm such a pussy" you cringe and say "CRY. NO." you utterly hate that word, don't know why it's just a grooooss word.
     He laughs and says "Sorry sorry!! get some sleep friend I'll see you...tomorrow sleep tight" you smile "See ya soon Cry" and he hits the end call button.
     You immediately close your laptop and flop onto your bed. You smile into your pillow thinking "I'm never going to sleep this is futile" and adding "Oooo futile, nice vocabulary (Y/N)" laughing a little at your craziness. You make sure your computer and phone and everything is charging before you pass out.