Short Stories

empty

this chapter will be emotional

My heart is ......... empty

I tried my best to make my smile goes wider and be happy but I .......... Couldn't

I tried my best to be happier and accept my situation

I tried my best to accept my fate

I tried my best to make everyone happy and forget about their sadness but

I forgot to please myself too

I forgot myself in the middle of the road

Whenever I see someone's happy I feel SO PLEASED

Whenever I see someone's sad I feel SO DEPRESSED and I try my best to make him/her happy

But yet again no one feels what I feel

No one knows what's inside of my mind

No one knows that my heart is hurting

My soul is bleeding

My mind is screaming for somebody to help me

After all these feelings I am still hiding them

I show my best smile , I show my best attitude , I hide my anger , my sadness

I hide my bad side

I am trying and trying and trying but I know that one day I'll blow up

One day I will be maybe alone and saying hello darkness my old friend

I feel myself disappear slowly

I see everyone is happy but why me

I'm still holding on

I feel the darkness takes me

I'm feeling myself die slowly

One day I will be happy in my tomb cause I finally left that harsh world

I feel like there are knifes in my heart with every single second these knifes are hurting me more

I feel I am in the middle of the ocean and there are waves hitting me , makes me go up and down

They take me deeper ......... And deeper

I feel my heart starts to beat slowly

I feel broken

I am trying to scream but I don't these feelings to control me I don't wanna be the victim

Maybe if I don't have a heart I would be ........... Safe

Maybe if I was stony hearted I would be .............. Strong

After all of this

My heart is

Empty

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The writer . M