Short Stories

Searching

Still searching for someone or something to complete me ............ But I feel I won't find it

I keep walking to nowhere

I keep watching people and wonder why I feel different ?! Why I feel i'm from another world ?!

I put my hand on my chest right on my left side exactly on my heart and asking it " are you feeling broken , lost , sad , empty or maybe missing someone or something "

I look up to the sky and keep staring at it

How beautiful is it

The blue in it makes me feel relaxed like i'm in a deep water that surrounds me preventing me from coming outside it

I ask myself why I feel I have an empty half that makes me wanna complete it

I look in the mirror in imaging myself with one side like any side left or right

It's hard ?!

I feel like i'm an alien

People say you should feel satisfied and don't look at the things that makes you sad but I do that for a while then j feel sad or actually empty again

I keep reading in books about what do I have ?!

Am I having a disease ?!

Maybe having troubles with my confidence

All of that and I keep searching

I won't stop until I discover what is the thing or that someone who will complete me

But yet again I stop myself from doing that cause once someone told me " don't trust any promise comes from any person until they keep it and do it "

I'm now stopped searching actually

I knew that none can makes me feel happy except myself

Me,Myself and I

I'll make the happy me

Cause I know that i'm ONE and ONLY me

So to those who are still searching

Stop it

Your happiness is in you but you can't look deeply inside yourself

The writer . M