Locked

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I locked everything about me in a safe place but I didn't know that when I get them out they won't appeal to me







The world is a war or a jungle , mum always told me that






I left my soul in a safe place and locked it , it asked me why you do that , I answered with tears in my eyes " i'm sorry you are so pure for that world " and then it's gone









I left took out my heart that's beating hard inside me and put it in a box and left it

















No heart to be broken and no soul to be tortured

















And now i'm emotionless














I look at the people who laughs , who smiles , who plays , who love and ask myself WHY ME , WHY I CAN'T BE LIKE THEM











Maybe because of my less trust in people , or the fear of losing them , maybe i'm not good enough , i'm ugly or something












My answer to all of that is is maybe i'm cursed to be alone all my life













Sometimes I feel paranoid







Sometimes I feel freak , like i'm an alien













They don't want me to be here on this earth with them , no one wants me , no one FEELS me















So I walked with my tears in my face and checked my would and it told me " give yourself another chance " I told it " i'm sorry i'm afraid of losing you as I said my place is not here "
It then left or actually gone forever










I opened the box that has my heart and I saw my heart still beating my slowly like it feels what I am going to do



















I put myself in a tomb









I locked myself with dead people cause they won't hurt me
























The writer . M

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