Cabin Boy (BillDip)

The Truth can Hurt

''I want to know.'
'I need to know.'
'I have to know.'
Swimming swiftly I made my way to where I knew Bill would be, the meeting room. Will swam hot on my trail desperate to stop me but I couldn't let him I had to know. Reaching those two large doors I hesitated,
'What if it's true.'
'What if it is all a game.'
'Once I confront him will he get rid of me and find another.'
Hearing Will shout my name I had to choice fast.
"Dipper!" He called catching up.
Biting my lip I couldn't look at him, all I would see is his face...
"D-dipper you n-need to go back, if they find out your here then-"
"Then what! Why should I care what they do! It's not like I wanted to be here in the first place! I wanted to go home from the moment I found out I would be at sea for months maybe even years yet I stayed with you and Bill! Because I thought that maybe someone loved me but I guess not since Bills just a manipulative siren!" I spoke with venom in my voice, "I'm done with all this fantasy bull shit, I want to go home back to the real world where people actually care about me and don't toy with my feelings."
Will stayed silent, his body paled as he looked at me, or at least I thought he was looking at me. Glancing behind me I understood why. Standing behind me was none other then Bill himself, his expression unreadable. Guilt hit like a rock, I regretted ever word I said I couldn't even bring myself to talk. I waited for him to say something, anything, but he didn't. He looked from me to will before finally pushing us both aside and left. My voice and the rest of my body caught up with me and I instinctively swam after Bill.
"Bill wait!" I called.
Finally I reached Bills room, noticing the closed door I remembered how just a little earlier I left it open.
"B-Bill?" I asked knocking.
After the 5th try I decided I would just go in.
Turning the knob I found it to be unlocked, so I went in.
I saw Bill laying on the bed back up, he wasn't crying but he was just laying there silently looking at the bed frame.
"Bill?" He didn't even flinch.
"What do you want." He spoke out his gaze never turning to me.
"I want to apologize I didn't know you where there."
"Your only apologizing so when you leave you won't feel guilt. Besides you only care now because you know I heard you, if I didn't hear you wouldn't care at all."
I stayed silent.
"You even know it's true, don't you." He asked finally looking at me.
I bit my lip. Sighing he got up and sat facing away from me.
"You can leave Dipper, I hold no hard feelings towards you. Will can take you back."
"Bill..."
"Go home Dipper, besides I would hate for the siren in me to 'manipulate' you to stay." He said coldly.
I realized I couldn't win this fight so I took his orders and went to find Will. I held back tears but my emotions easily overpowered my willpower.

"Goodbye Bill." I thought letting my tears mix with the salt water.

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Hearing the door shut I knew he was gone, probably forever.
Swimming over to the mirror I looked at my reflection, all the qualities I was once worshiped like a god for having, now a curse. The gold scales that once simmered like diamonds seemed to dull like copper.
I've lost not only the gold of my scales but the respect of my subjects, my kingdom, and the love of my life, gone all in one day.
I knew the elders would find out about dipper sooner or later but I always hoped it was later.
Once they found out they decided I was unworthy to rule, that "the siren in me was going to doom the kingdom" and now Will and I have no place to call home, we have been degraded to pests that will bring the kingdoms to anarchy.
I didn't care about any of that now though, all I cared about just left through that door back to world I could never go....