Remember? (Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 9: Sorry

*Ashley's p.o.v.*

By now i was completely wet. I walked a little bit and sat down the sidewalk.

It was wrong of me to think he may be nice today. I just don't understand Pattie is soooo cute and then there is him....nowhere near that.

Right then i didn't feel the raindrops anymore so i looked up. I saw an umbrella and immediatly looked to the side to see who it is. It's Justin. I wipe away my tears, but then i realize again it's raining, so he probably didn't see the tears running down my face.

I stand up to walk away but he graps my hand. "I'm sorry" he says.
"My mom died 3 years ago... she is not stupid and my dad is just polite to your mom. He only likes her in a friendly way" i say with no emotion at all. If he wouldn't forget about me like that, he maybe would've known all of that.

He realizes what i've said and his eyes get bigger,expressing that he is shocked. I looked away from him, not knowing what else to say.

Is it worth talking with him at all?

"I'm so sorry Ashley. I didn't mean to talk like that about your mom...i just got overprotective about my mom. I'm truly sorry"he says looking down.

"But you meant to be rude to me for no reason? But you meant to be an asshole? But you meant to talk bad about me every chance you got, right?" I say. "You don't even now me, why are like that to me?" I add and he couldn't give an answer. That's what i thought.

"I'm sorry" he says again, looking back down. "Yeah and you think just a sorry will fix everything?" I say frustraded.

He suddenly hugged me. It took me a minute to get that. One minute he is awfully rude to me the next he is hugging me. Okay.

"I'm really sorry Ashley. I'm not just saying that, i really feel sorry...for everything. It's just that i...that i... can't trust anyone anymore and you looked so cute when i first saw you. But i was being an asshole because i thought that you are probably like the other girls. That you probably want the fame and the money." He says, looking right in my eyes.

"But you don't even know me. Why did you judge me so fast?" I ask. "In this industry you can't trust anybody. You have to be a certain way or else they put you down. I can't be myself anymore because off the media. Everything i do ends up being in the headlines. I can't trust much people. Only my manager scooter, mom and my friend maejor. I'm really sorry, Ashley" he says, breathing out loudly.

I don't know what to think. He didn't have to be so rude, he just could be silent or whatever, but on the other hand it seems like his past wasn't easy and i can sort of understand him.

"So trust issues made you act like an asshole to me?" I ask him. "Yes. It definitely wasn't the right way, but as i said i truly am sorry" he says.

I guess everybody deserves a second chance.

I give him a small smile. Then he said "Lets get inside, we don't wanna be sick, eventough we already are totally wet" he says smiling and we walk inside.

Pattie saw us all wet and looked at as with a questioning look. "Why were you outside? It's raining a lot, you kids are crazy." She says walking away.

A minute later she comes back with 2 towels and hands one at me and one at Justin.

"Justin give her one of your tshirts. I'll bring her some pants of mine" she says "Okay" he says back and we start walking upstairs.

We enter his room and i see that it changed a lot. I sit on his comfy looking chair. He goes to his closet and brings twi tshirts.

He takes of his tshirt as if i wasn't there. I couldn't take my eyes off of his abs. Then Pattie walks in and i look away. Awkward. She hands me the leggings and i say "Thank you so much". She smiles and walks away.

"Can i use your bathroom?" I ask him as he puts a fresh tshirt.
"I mean you could take your clothes off here, but yeah whatever" he says smiling.

"So you want to see me, the ugly girl as you said one hour ago, naked? Hell no"

"I didn't really mean that" he says, smiling.

"But you still said that" i say back.

I go to the bathroom and dry myself with the towel Pattie gave me. After that i put on the dry clothes.

My hair is so tangled i need to brush it. I look at some of the drawers and find a hairbrush.

After i brushed my hair i walk out. I don't see justin in here so i walk out his room, going back downstairs.

My dad sees me and asks "Why were you two outside? Don't you see it's raining a lot?" "Yeah, but we wanted to have some...fun" i lie.

"I don't want you to get sick" he says, hugging me. He cares so much about me. "I won't dad" i say smiling at him.

"You were always a daddy's girl, so cute" i hear pattie from behind me and i smile wide.

"Uhm can i get some water?" I ask Pattie. She starts walking and says "Yeah sure", but i stop her and say
"No it's ok, i can go get it".

I walk into the kitchen and see Justin sitting on the same chair like before.
I look at him and... wait, is that my phone? What is he doing?

"Uhmmm, what are you doing ?" I ask him confused. "Uhh nothing" he says smiling. I walk to him and take my phone.

"Justin, tell me" i say.

"It's nothing bad, trust me" he says, still smiling wide.

Trust you? After you forgot me, called me names, were rude to me and said that my mom was stupid? Trust you right after all this? No i don't think so...

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