Secrets, Fights & Love - Yoully OneShots

Using You

Lilly POV

I know I shouldn't be doing this. I would be a bad person. They might not want to forgive me.

But it felt so god damn good. With his lips touching mine, it felt so right.

As his hands snaked around my waist, she tilted my head to deepen our kiss.

I missed him.

I missed this.

My hands went under his shirt and I felt the skin. I pull his shirt off and kiss his abs.

I'm not drunk.

I'm in love.

Wrongly in love with the wrong person.

His lips went to my neck and I moaned. In pleasure. Not sadness.

I tilted my head to give more access to my neck. I wanted him to mark me.

But I didn't want to face the consequence of my actions.

Our actions.

He tugged on my shirt and I took it off. Not by force. Because I wanted it.

He kisses my stomach and I bring him back to my lips. We continued to kiss. It got harder and harder.

We got more hungrier and hungrier.

Fingers fiddling with the back of my bra. I turned and it carelessly fell off and I turned towards him.

His lips trailed to my collarbone to my breasts. He was sucking on them left hickeys on my upper chest.

I should stop.

But I couldn't.

It felt like heaven.

I suddenly stopped. I knew what I was doing was wrong.

"Can we carry on?" His voice went to my ear and I brushed my hair from my face.

"But I'm just using you for sex. And my boyfriend will get mad at me" I hop off the bed and put my clothes.

"What about this Lil?" I sighed as I grabbed my bag. I couldn't do this. Since when did I go sleeping with other guys.

"I've got to go before..." I took a deep breath "Before he hits me again" He got up and stopped me.

"Hit you?! Is he being abusive?"

"Since I've been using you. I just needed someone to love." I tear up but I wipe them quickly.

"I've got to go Yousef" I closed the door and walked to elevator.

I'm just praying to God that he won't do anything to me.

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