Secrets, Fights & Love - Yoully OneShots

When I Saw You Kiss Her

A/N: I'm writing the second book of 'Female Boss' so you can check that out on my profile. Love you all ❤️😘

Lilly POV

I was in my beast work mode. I had cleared my inbox and was now writing some chapters of my new book.

I yawned as I looked at the time. 10pm. Not bad Lilly not bad.

My phone suddenly started to vibrate and making many noises. I checked the notifications mentioning Yoully.

I always had a immense crush on Yousef but I never really had he chance to ask him. Mostly because I was too scared.

I logged into Twitter and scrolled through my mentions to see a picture of Yousef and her. I went to his vlog channel, hoping and praying all I saw was fake.

I was wrong.

At the end of the vlog, they had pressed lips. Tears formed my eyes as I kept on re-watching that moment.

I looked at her Instagram photos and saw pictures.

She looked way better than me. And those eyes that stared into the camera. Beautiful. One by one, the tears fell.

That could've been us. Hugging close and whispering things into each other's ear and laughing at each other.

We could've had those lustful moments. The ones were I sat on his lap or his lips making contact with my neck.

We could've taken the best Instagram photos ever. We could've made Yoully a thing. Something that would've been special.

But because of my emotions, I couldn't do that. I was too scared of his answer. I had my head in the negative and not in the positive.

I walked downstairs and Anoshinie noticed my tears. She dragged me to the couch.

Anoshinie was staying in LA for a while for a dance project she had. I had offered her to stay with me and now she's here.

"Why are you all upset? You can take a break if writing is getting to you. I'll pu-"

"It's Yousef" She instantly hugged me. She was the first person and only person I told about my crush on Yousef.

"Let's see" I handed her my phone and she continuously looked at me as she watched the video.

"He's got another girl hasn't he?" I nodded as more tears streamed down my face. Nosh hugged me and wiped my tears.

"You know what? You don't need Yousef. You've got me and all those bottles there. C'mon we'll have our own party" We walked to the chairs and I sat down as I watched Nosh get to bottles of Smirnoff Ice.

"He's gone now Lil. He was probably a d*ck anyway" She laughed and I joined in whilst taking a drink from my bottle.

"And he told me that it was his car" I slurred and we drunkly laughed. It was about 6 bottles later and I was laying on the floor whilst Anosh was on the couch.

"A CARRR!" Anosh screamed and took a drink from her bottle. "He's probably got something up there" I laughed as I grabbed a new bottles.

"You know I don't think I miss him anymore" I said confidently and Nosh clapped all over the place.

"Yas Lils!" She celebrated and tried to get up. I pushed her down to the floor so we were face to face on the floor.

We both fell silent.

I looked into her eyes. A wave of confusion flashed through her eyes with a hint of lust. Without knowing what I was doing, I pressed my lips on hers for a quick 5 seconds.

We looked at each other and laughed before Anosh pulled me back in. Her breath lingered of alcohol. I didn't move back. I tilted my head, deepening our sloppy kiss.

I pulled away and stumbled to my room with Anosh following behind me and I didn't mind.

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