#where i'm at

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Hey! How are you guys? It's been too long.

So I haven't updated in over a month or so and to be honest I lost interest in writing. I was going through a rough time, my anxiety took over my life and I really didn't know how to cope with it. This is the first time I'm addressing the issue but yeah it definitely took over my life. Nothing has been easy lately but I can't complain because someone out there has it soo much worse than I do.

Over the past few days I've gone back to school and once again I've been looking for that escape that I had with writing this book. I still wasn't that motivated as I thought 'is anyone even reading the book anymore?' Then I went into my Wattpad app for the first time in about two weeks maybe, as I was reading my favourite Michael Clifford fanfic again for the billionth time (lol @ Michael Clifford hmu) and then I saw that I had 86 notifications.

That blew me away to be honest because I hadn't updated in so long yet people still voted on my story not knowing if I'd even finish the book. And suddenly I was motivation central again. AND IM SO EXCITED TO FINISH THIS BOOK OUT! I put so much time and effort into this book and it really would be a shame not to finish it out.

So thank you to the six users who motivated me this morning. HALLA IF YA WANNA

And thank you to everyone who DMed me asking if I was okay and shtuff they were hella cute and you guys are so sweet ❤️

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 3K I MEAN WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK!!!! LAST TIME I CHECKED I HAD 2.5K WHATTTT EVENNNNN???!!!!! 

Okay think I'm done lolll. If u wanna keep up to date with me then follow my Insta @ Citylightxmuke and comment on one of my pics saying Wattpad sent you!!

Stay beautiful you hunky mofos and I promise I'll update today or tomorrow for sure!! Spread the word about Fanboy too, get yo friends reading!! Okay bye lol

~Becky xx

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