Fanboy |ShawnMendes|

#3

'I seriously don't think you should be talking to him.' Jason comments.

'He's a fan of Shawn Mendes for crying out loud. He's not going to kill me, I know Drew at this stage Jason. Just back off.'

'I'm just trying to look out for you Bobby.' Jason shouted

'Well I don't need you looking out for me! You're not my fucking father Jason! I can look out for myself just fine, lord knows I've been doing it for over ten years now.'

'You're still a kid B!'

'So are you Jase. Quit trying to baby me.'

'Then stop acting like a fucking baby!'

'I'm not!'

'Yes you are Beatrice!'

'Don't fucking call me that.'

'I'll call you what I like.' He folds his arms over his chest.

'Get out.' I say sternly pointing to the window. When he doesn't move I scream. 'Get out!' He unfolds his arms and storms out the window. I slam it closed  behind him and pull the curtains shut.

Out of all people I expected Jase to just let me have friends. He knows how hard it is for me to connect with people.

I climbed onto the bed and pulled over my phone going back into iMessage.

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Me;
What do you mean ur not the guy I think you are??

Drew the poo 💩;
I'm actually a whole lot cooler than you think bro

Me;
Well I think you're pretty cool so damn

Drew the poo 💩;
Next week it's our 6 month anniversary 😚😚😚😚

Me;
You're kidding there's no way it's been six months since we started talking!!

Drew the poo 💩;
Nah I'm being 100% serious dear. Do you remember our first convo on instadirect?😂

Me;
Yes you wanted to know what app I used to Photoshop photos and you called me a dork straight off and I was like shit man this guy is gonna be my friend for sure 😂

Drew the poo 💩;
Aw cute I was just lonely and wanted a friend cos I have none

Me;
I know loser

Drew the poo 💩;
I dmed Shawn lol

Me;
What you sayyy??

Drew the poo 💩;
I told him to follow you cos your awesommmmuuhhh

Me;
*you're

Truth man but I can't believe he follows you and not me this is ridiculous

I love him wayyy more

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I locked my phone and decided to change before I was called for dinner. It was the first time I would see any of the family since last November and I was shitting myself. Ellie was after all the reason I felt the need to change my entire appearance. That bitch has been making me feel shit about myself since day one when we were six and she told me I was 'fat like an elephant.'