Fanboy |ShawnMendes|

#23

'So it all went well?' Annie asked. 'We saw all the pictures.'

'Yeah.' I replied bluntly, not wanting to talk about Shawn and I's date thing in Disney the night before.

'Are you upset he's with her?' Aaron asked.

'No.' I huffed as I scrolled through Twitter where the fans were going crazy about 3 things.
A) Shawn and I in Disney land.
B) Shawn's album launch.
C) Shawn with Camila.

I decided to read my mentions and reply to some.

"Are you and Shawn together?? I ship you guys so hard❤️ #Sobby

No were not. But thanks I guess? Xx

Why were you two kissing?

Dunno? Ask him.

Are you annoyed he's hanging out with Camila?? x

No, he can do what he likes. I don't own him.

Were you actually a fan before you met the guys??

Yeah, dunno why tho. there such freaks 😂❤️

Who's your bestfriend out of all the guys?? 💕

Idk they're all rad x

What about Sam????

Dunno

U and Shawn!!

We're close I guess.

Do you like any of the guys? If yeah then who?? Xx

If I do, they know who they are, so its their choice if they want me or nah xx

I hate you more than anything ever.

Cool grab a chair and wait for me to give a shit. X x x

Did you go on a date with Sam? X

No, Sorry. Think u have the wrong girl xx

Do you like Sam as more than a friend?

No. 👍"

I signed out of Twitter so I wouldn't see any hate from fans which I tried to avoid.

I love when the fans are supportive of me and each other. Seeing them all get along is one of my favorite things.

'Dude it's okay to be upset.' Annie said.

'I'm not upset, I'm just annoyed.' I sighed.
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Shawny boy❤️:
Can we talk?

Me:
Nah I'm busy

Shawny boy❤️:
Bobby please, just come to mine later

Me:
Fine.
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'Bobby I completely understand why you're upset.'

'No, no. It's my fault, I shouldn't have just presumed, you know, because I'm his girlfriend that I'd be his date.' I said while picking at some pop corn.

Annie rolled her eyes at me and hit play on the movie we were about to watch.

'I don't think I should go over. Did I tell you that he asked me to come over to talk?'

'Bobby I will drop you over.' Aaron said.

'Nah I don't wanna go.'

'B you're going over. Just tell him how you feel about it all.'

'Bu-'

'No buts!' Aaron interrupted me. I sulked on the corner of the bed and ate some more popcorn.

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'Good luck.' Aaron said as I hopped out of his Range Rover.

'Thanks Aar.' I smiled back, grabbing my bag then walking up to Shawn's front door. Aaron drove off and I stood waiting for Shawn's answer in the cool midnight air. I folded my arms across my chest and looked around the dark yard, lit up only by some lights along the drive way. I felt a woosh of air behind me as the door opened. I turned around and a smile grew on Shawn's face.

'I was beginning to think you weren't going to show up.' He said. 'Come in.' He stepped back and allowed me in. I made my way into the living room and took a seat on the sofa. 'I'm sorry.' He breathed out. 'I know exactly what you're mad about and I should have told you that Camila was going to be my date, but I didn't and you have every right to be mad at me for that. You're my girlfriend, not her. I'm crazy about you Bobby, I always have been and I always will be. Please forgive me.' He begged.

'Shawn I'm crazy about you too but it hurt to hear that my boyfriend was taking another girl, as his date, to the biggest night in his career so far. I want to be the girl on your arm tomorrow night. I know I sound like a jealous bitch but that's just me.'

Shawn signed. I didn't know if I should say what I was going to say next but I said it anyway.

'Do you think we're moving too fast? I mean we only know each other a few weeks Shawn. We know nothing about each other.'

'You know me inside out Bobby, I can guarantee that.' He said.

'Okay maybe I do, but you don't know me Shawn.'

He nodded. 'Maybe I don't. But I want to get to know you, like you know me.' He smiled, he took my hand in his and continued. 'I want to know it all.'

I nodded 'okay.'

'Favourite colour?' Shawn asked.

'Uhm, it's a very specific pink, it's like infused with hints of grey and purple, it's beautiful.' I smiled.

'Favourite flower?'

'Easy, white roses.'

'Favourite animal?'

'Zebras.'

Shawn continued to stare me softly in the eyes, he leaned forward and planted a kiss on my lips. And then another, and another and another. Each one getting more passionate and heated. As the make out session continued I knew I was ready for the next step. I was saving myself for the one but I knew Shawn was the one and I knew it for sure.

'Shawn-' I gasped between lengthy kisses. He moved down to kissing my neck and jaw bone. 'I'm ready.' I sighed. He stopped what he was doing and looked at me.

'Are you sure? Because I don't want to if you're not ready. I am but if you're not I don't want to do it baby.'

'No, no, I'm ready.' I smiled, biting my lip.

A smile grew on his face and he nodded. 'Yeah, okay. Let's do it.' He stood up and took my hand I hopped up and he led me up stairs. Butterfly's blew up in my stomach as we reached his room, we walked in and he shut his bedroom door behind us.

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I suck at updates lol.

~Becky xx