Sister ( Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 46

Paris is not a good idea. I won't have a good time there. I'm not ready for new adventures with crazy Vanessa.

Oh god- I smile- Vanessa is something. We have been friends for years, though she never liked my friendship with Claire. I never listened to her, of course. I never listened to anyone. I just thought, Vanessa was jealous of my close friendship with Claire, at least, Claire was saying that and I believed. I always believed her. I believed her, when she was pushing me to Harry. I thought, she wanted good for me. Silly me, they people want you see doing good, but never better than them.  Claire never forgave me, that Ben was my brother. As if I was happy that my brother was included in such a black life. I still don't know where the hell from he has so much money. Why the hell he needs us to have bodyguards. I'm so sick of this life, but it's all Claire ever wanted. I just don't understand, why she left. Why she left the life she always wanted to have...and she had it, with me.  But she left me with Jake and Harry. They helped Harry ruin me. 

What if Vanessa is right? What if I have to stop thinking about them and give myself a chance? What if I have to move on? Why would I think about someone, who doesn't want to be with me? Who doesn't care about me?

I have to do this for myself. 

I fall asleep thinking about Paris, Vanessa, Harry, Claire and myself and the next morning, when I wake up, the first thing I do is to grab my laptop, put it on my lap and log in Skype.

Vanessa is not online. She probably is sleeping still. 

But...

Claire is online. I open her chat and look at the green icon, which says "Online". I close her chat, than open it again, then close and then open again. Should I message her? What should I say? 

"Hey, Claire, you really are a bitch" or what?

"Hey, Claire, can we talk?" this is silly. I should log out. She doesn't deserve my attention. Good friend would not act like her, but Vanessa is right, She doesn't know what friendship means.

"Hey, Kathy, you there?" - Claire texts me and my eyes go wild immediately.

I bit my bottom lip. 

"Hey"- I respond. 

"Kathy, I need to talk to you, can we meet up?"

"I can't" I answer.

"Why? I know that you are at home all day, doing nothing. Come on"

"I was" 

"What?"

"I was at home all day, Claire. I'm flying in Paris today, gotta go now, bye."

"Paris? with Vanessa?"

"Yes"

"You will regret it, Kathy, don't fly there. It was our dream. To visit Paris together, don't you remember?"

"It was our dream, Claire. Now you can go there with Jake and Harry, I really don't care, to be honest. I'm out of this goddamned game. Bye "

I log out and call Vanessa immediately.

"Hey, did I wake you up?"

"Kind oooooof" She moans.

"I'm flying in Paris today"

"No way! Are you fucking serious? No way, Kathy, I'm so happy!" She is jumping, I hear it.

The next thing I do is to go downstairs and have a breakfast with my brother. I have not done it for a long, to be honest. I was usually eating in my room or alone, at kitchen.

Ben looks surprised.

"Good morning"- I say and sit next to him.

"Morning?" 

"What's your plans for today?" I ask.

"Um, I don't know yet.." He seems to be shocked.

"Ben, I'm going in Paris for a week to Vanessa.  I need to do some shopping, I would love, if  you could come with me" I like how I'm talking to him. Calm and kind of.. independent. I'm not asking for any permission and I'm not afraid of his response. I want to go there, so I will.

"Of course" He gulps.

"Thanks" I smile at him. Finish my breakfast and go to my bedroom again to change clothes and go shopping with Ben.

Shopping with Ben is strange. Stranger then I expected. Tons of girls stopped us, asking Ben to take pictures with them. Some of them even asked me to be in their photos. I look at Ben and he gives me Iwilltellyoueverythinglater look and I nod. I need so many things to buy for Paris, but these girls don't let us shop. Ben acts like he is so used to all this celebrity thing and I can't wait to finally understand, what the hell is going in my brother's life.

Suddenly I hear how some girls whispers to another : "OMG, Harry Styles is here, too..."

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