Chapter 39

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“I surely think, it’s not right time for subjects like this to be discussed” He whispers against my ear, leaning closer and breaking thin barriers between us.

Having him so close to me, makes me unable to continue already begun speech, which I was so focused on to be continued between us. Harry makes me so weak, yet so strong. Having this yet uncalled relationship gains some strength in me. Strength that I should be thankful for, because it’s the reason why I started standing for myself when it comes to Ben. But yet again, here, on my birthday, in Harry’s house, next to him and almost in his arms, I’m weak.

I’m just a desperate already-eighteen-years-old girl, who wants to be touched, kissed and felt by just this green eyed, curly boy.

“I want you” He moans and pulls me back to reality. The right side of me, where Harry is sitting next to me, is burning like a sun. Yeah, I’m drunk, but even if I wasn’t I would willingly became his.

“But physically” I murmur and it doesn’t take long for him to realize my words. He stops and turns my head with gentle touch on my jaw. I bit my lower lip and wait for him to say something, anything. But he doesn’t..instead, he only looks in my eyes so deep that it seems like he is searching an answer for a question that would change his entire life.

“Katherine” He finally sighs, not looking away but directly in my eyes. It’s like he is can see my soul. It’s like he knows me better then anyone, it’s like he knows all my secrets, it’s like I can really trust him.

“Harry” I do the same.

“I want; I..I need you to trust me” His deep British accent is already out of his deliciously sexy lips after a few seconds.

I don’t say anything. I can’t lie and say that I fully trust him but, part of me; no- really big part of me trusts him for unknown reason. I don’t know what’s about him that makes me feel so safe every time I’m with him.

What is trust anyway? It’s a feeling… no, it’s something even bigger in your soul, “trust” one word which combines so many kinds of relationships. Because without trust, there is no love, no friendship… nothing. Literally nothing at all.

So, do I trust him? Or do I want to?

“Do you trust me?” I ask him.

“Maybe, I do” He slightly smiles. “It’s a secret for a while”

Damn you, Harry, for keeping so many secrets. Damn you, Harry, for confusing the hell out of me. Damn you ,Harry, for being such a mysterious jerk!

“I want this night to be your birthday present” He smiles pulling my dark hair behind my ear.

“Sleep with me, Harry!” I say out of blue and he stops for a while, looking confused but then it seems like he gets my words and puts that sly smile on his face again.

“I can’t sleep next to you, until we don’t have sex. I’m a man after all”

I chuckle and he continues to amuse me.

“My little friend loves to have some fun, by the way”

“Oh my god, Harry!” I gasp and put my hand on my mouth to cover it.

“It’s not my fault” He smiles childishly. I don’t mean smirk or any sly smiles that are so familiar to him. I mean that real childish smile I didn’t know Harry was able to wear. “You are provoking me by bitting your lower lip in that sexy way, little lady”

“I’m not doing that to provoke you, big boy” I try to tease him.

“Sure” He smirks, not believing me. Well, who would?

Then, all of a sudden, he presses his thumb on my jaw and rubs it gently. His soft touch sends shovers to my spine and makes me unable to even respond to his touch with one.

“Please” He whispers and I close my eyes… No, god! I can’t take it any longer!

 Take me Styles, or leave me here to die!

“Please” He whispers again, resting his left hand on my thigh. “I need you to be all mine” He demands.

I have to say something, think Kathy, think what you want from him.. You can’t just stay silent this time, He is drunker than you!

“I will be all yours, If you are all mine” I finally whisper and press my lips against his.

He chuckles between our passionate kiss and turns me down and begins leaving wet kisses all over my neck. I moan from the unending pleasure and when I’m about to pull his shirt up,

My phone rings.

“Fuck” He says. “ Don’t pay attention and they will stop ringing” He says and continues to lift his hand slowly up to my upper thigh.

“Harry” I moan out of pleasure. “ I really need to answer”

He finally sighs and lets go off me. I pick the phone from the table and answer.

“Nick?”

***

Well, let me tell you what would have happened yesterday night if Nick hadn’t called me to announce that Ben has arrived.

I would be fucking DEAD!

And that’s for sure!

“Good morning sunshine” Ben steps in my room. I yawn with a smile on my face, trying to seem as natural as possible.

“Morning “ I greet.

“Well, I know I’m late and shit but, Happy birthday, girl ! “ He rubs his hair and smiles uncomfortably.

“Thank you” I smile.

Well, at last, he doesn’t forget.

“And I have a present for you”

“Really?” I ask, being amused.

“Yeah, it’s nothing special, you know I’m not a creative guy”

“Just tell me, Ben!” I demand.

“Well, It’s a ticket, actually, tickets for both of you and Claire to Miami beach for a week. I know you have a holiday in the University, So…I thought it would be great if You would have some rest and..”

“Ben..I”

“Wait, I know I’m not with you all the time and you can’t imagine how sorry I am, but”

Ben, I got it, it’s not necessary to talk about it, just tell me, will there be your bodyguards? Please, just be honest, okay?”

After a sigh he finally looks in my eyes and answers:

“No, you will be alone”

“Oh my god! Oh my god, Ben! I can’t believe, thank you, thank you so much!” I start jumping and hugging and kissing him. Well, I know it’s childish, but hey! I’m going to Miami beach with my best friend alone!

“Don’t be that happy, Hotel is highly protected, you won’t be able to leave it anytime you want and..”

I stop him with another tight hug.

 Well, hello everyone! How is your holidays going? 

Mine is better than I thought it would be..

I'm sorry for not updating for ages, I am not in the city right now and I didn't had Internet here, so this was my main problem.  

So, Any ideas what will happen on Miami Beach? 

I think this story is getting more interesting. And all this thanks to you, guys! 

Thank you again for giving this story a chance. 

Things are going to surprise you in a way you could never imagine! Just keep reading.

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