Chapter 32

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Two weeks passes after that day and I haven't seen Harry since. I've tried to call him but he doesn't answer. I don't know what's the hell is wrong with him. I don't know why hasn't he contacted me. He was always showing up and everyday, when I'm coming out from university, I'm looking around to see his green eyes, but they are nowhere to be found. I've texted him a few days ago, asking how he was doing.

No answer.

So, I'm done trying. I won't try to get in touch with him anymore. Enough for now.

Niall has returned to university, I'm spending every break with him and Liam and also I'm having some classes with him. I'm very happy that he is feeling better but I make him go to hospital once a week for prophylactics and all, you know. After classes we are often going to a cafe which became my favourite since the day Liam took us there. Also, I already have my favourite coffee shop and I'm buying the best cappuccino in the world there, every morning. I'm always meeting Niall there and then we are walking to university together. I found that Liam loves football as much as I do. We are both huge fans of Manchester United, while Niall is always arguing with us that some Irish club is better. So, we had a bet and we are going on the match in the next month. I'm looking forward to it, if Liam and I win, Niall is going to buy us McDonald's the whole month, plus, cappuccino for me every morning.

Ben has left London two days after our talk and hasn't return yet, though I talk with him almost every evening in Skype, as we used to, when I lived in Chicago. I think we are kind of working things out. He is giving me some space and I'm thankful for that. Nick is also not following me everywhere and it's really good but still not enough. I promised that I won't try to sneak out at night and he promised that he wouldn't follow me everywhere.

Claire isn't home at all, I only see her twice a day, she is always with Jake and with some new friends, I guess. Sometimes she is staying at Jake's. I've asked her about Harry and she said she barely sees him. What means he hasn't left country. Part of me still thought that, maybe he wasn't answering me because, he wasn't in London, or something. I don't know, but since Claire said that, I stopped thinking about what-if situations. I know that he is in London, it's been two weeks and he hasn't tried to contact me, so I let it go and continue living without him. He was just a trouble, anyway.

What if something happened to him?

No more what if I remind myself and push Harry in the back of my mind.

I have to go on a date with Kris this evening, even though I was doing my best to avoid him.

It doesn't matter if he says anything to Niall about Harry, I don't have any contact with him anymore, but still, it bothers me. I don't want Niall to lose trust towards me but after this date, Kris will stop following me everywhere and fucking my mind.

I put on a pair of black jeans and a t-shirt. Pull my black curls on the right side as always and without any make up, just go out to meet Kris. He said he would pick me up at seven, but when I go out, there is no one but Nick.

"Are you going to be late, Ms?" He asks, studying my features.

"No, It's just a stupid date, nothing more" I sigh and sit on the green bench in front of our house.

"Then why are you going if you think that it's a shitty one?" he chuckles.

"I have to" I sigh again, I can't tell him why I have to, because than I would have to tell him about Harry and I guess, I've decided to keep that subject as a secret.

"If something is wrong, I can take care of it, you know it, don't you?" He smiles.

"Yeah, but I guess there is nothing to be taken care of..and I can do it myself, though thank you, anyway" I giggle.

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