Chapter 42

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I always loved the idea, that every person on this planet has their personal angel. Someone, who can save you from every loosen struggle, every pain, every danger. Someone who would take away your tears and warm your heart. And yes, I believed that, that kind of people do really exist next to us. The whole my life, I thought that my angel was my brother, Ben. But, things happen and you realize that sometimes, people who you thought would be with you forever, leave.

That's how my brother acted, when he left home. He left me alone in New York with my parent's dead bodies. I was alone, physically and morally. I was alone and in that moment, I knew I had lost my angel, forever.

I've been living alone for years and years, knowing I hadn't had angel anymore. But do you know what changed in my life, since I moved to London?

I've found new one. I've found my angel and its' him. The man who is trying now to protect me from that maniac. The man who risks his life just to save mine. The man who, no matter what, is always with me, even though, sometimes I don't even want him to be.

It's Harry. And beside the fact, I'm pretty drunk right now, I have a strong feeling that, that will never change.

Harry will always be my angel.

I look at them. Harry being out of control. He beats Reece without stop and I bit my lower lip to shut myself up. I don't want him to kill him, but I have no energy to stop anyone, not even anything left to cry. I gulp, closing my eyes to hold my tears inside. I don't want to see any of this. I'm frightened. I want home. I want to leave this place but I can't move. I suddenly feel the ache in my head. I see Reece's bloody face and the voices start echoing in the small area. I feel my eyes closing. I don't want to, but not a single part of my body seems to obey me.

Suddenly, all I can see is dark and voices start to hide away slowly.

Hangover.

Hangover.

Hangover.

My head aches as I open my eyes and try to stand up.

"Ahhh" I groan and lay back on bed.

"Hey" I hear his voice and being in this kind of mental position, for a moment, I wonder what the hell is he doing here.

I don't answer him, being surprised to see him, I just look at him, having a questionable expression.

"How are you feeling?" He asks.

I take a minute to over think everything that has happened last night. Then I see his messy hair, red eye and raped cloth and that's when I realize, he saved me.

"Oh my god, Harry!" I put my hand on my mouth and tears start to drop. "Oh my god, Harry!" I repeat and start to wipe my tears away, but they just don't seem to end. He takes a few steps towards mequickly and sits on my bed just next to me, putting his arm around my shoulder and putting me closer to his chest, comforting me.

"Shh" He whispers " Everything is okay, he won't touch you again, you are safe, Im with you, shh"

"Its..Its.." I mumble in between my cries, not being able to take my head from his chest. It just feels so good, so warm, so being like at home.

"Please" I cry.."Please don't go" words slip from my mouth before I can stop them. Why did I said that? maybe because I know that he always leaves. Leaves me like this and I already hate this unending circle.

"I won't" He promises and I close my eyes calmly.

When I open my eyes again, it's already evening. I'm still in my hotel room but now, alone.

"Harry?" I reach for his hand but he is not here.

"Hey" Claire walks in the room with bright smile. " How are you feeling, sweetheart?"

"Better" I answer simply. I'm mad at her, I know I should not be saying this but, it's all her fault. It was her idea to drink and then go to the club. But who I'm kidding? If I didn't want, I should not have done anything.

"Um, where's Harry?" I ask casually. well, trying to sound it casual.

"He went to change his clothes. That Reece guy tore his shirt, you know"

"Don't mention me him again. please!" I beg.

"Okay, okay! You don't have to worry, though. Jake and Harry are staying with us, so no one will be able to touch you, you know how he is reacting to that"

"What?" I want to hide excitment in my voice but Im not sure if I do it.

"Yeah" She smiles " Harry is staying here and if you ask me, he is staying here for you, as Jake for me"

I don't answer but I'm so fucking happy that he will be here. Not only because that I will be safe and all but because I will be with him. Whole one week I will be with Harry, away from Ben and his guards. Only me and Harry.

After an hour Claire asks me if I want to go out for a walk on the beach with her and Jake, but I decide against it. I'm still not feelig well enough so staying in bed one more night wont hurt. I turn on the TV which is in front of my bed and start watching Kardashian's show. Hours pass in hope that Harry will come in any minute and surprise me, but he does not. Maybe he already left? or maybe he is having fun down there in the club with other girls? I shake my head to get away uncomfortable thoughts. The thought of Harry being with someone else aches all my stomach.
Or maybe, Heart?


Can I say sorry? probably not! I only can update often and that's what I'm planing to do. GReat things are going to happen, keep reading, I love u all!
Special thanks to everyone who has been waiting for an update all this monthes!
Xoxo, Keta!

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