Mental breakdown

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After the first few weeks of teachers comparing you to your brothers, the stress kept piling up. You are at the school roof eating your food. *How i hate school. Why can't the teachers just let me be instead of comparing me?! I don't think they know that i can't handle stress well.* You thought as you sighed. *Why must they keep stressing me?* You wondered and after eating, you threw away the rubbish and went to your next class reluctantly.

It's friday morning and Jieun went to wake you up as usual. Even after trying alot of times, you still won't budge. "Yeobo, Eunyoungie doesn't want to go to school." Jieun said as she walked to the dining room. "Araseo, let me try." Yongguk said and stood up. He walked to your room and saw that you are still under your covers.

"Baby, time to go to school." Yongguk said as he hsook you lightly and you just groaned. "Princess, time to get up. You don't want to be late, do you?" Yongguk asked and you sighed, irritated. "I don't want to go to school!" You shouted and went back to bed. "Tell appa why then." Yongguk said and you kept quiet. "Dear, i'm waiting." Yongguk said and you just hugged him, he hugged back. "Mianhae appa, for yelling at you." You apologized and Yongguk just patted your head. As you broke the hug, Yongguk saw that your eyes is red and dark circles under your eyes. "Eunyoung, what time did you sleep?" Yongguk asked. "Molla, i never look at he time." You said and you rubbed your eyes, hard when Yongguk grabbed your hand. "Stop rubbing, you are hurting your eyes. After you bathe finished, let appa look at your eyes, araseo?" Yongguk said and patted your head and you nodded.

*I can't tell appa that i didn't sleep at all, right?* You thought as you bathe. *Why did i shout at appa anyway? Ughh.. The stress has gone to my head.* You thought and sighed. After you bathe finished, you walked to the dining room with you bag behind. "Eunyoung, your eyes are still red. Did you rub them?" Yongguk asked and you shook your head. "Appa, she having insomnia." Youngjae said from behind them. "Insomnia?" Yongguk repeated. "Ne, you know.. Like the time when Dae kept staying up late to study for SAT." Youngjae said and Yongguk looked at you. "I head my name, what is it?" Daehyun asked as he passed his bag to Youngjae. "Aniya, just eat." Youngjae said and Daehyun ate the cereal.

A few days passed and you slowly started being alone as you are afraid of people since the teachers kept stressing you to be like your brothers. You are at home when Baekhyun, Chen and Tao went to look for Zelo and Jongup. "Junhongie, hyung!" Chen shouted and got hit on the head by Baekhyun. "They are not deaf." Baekhyun said and Chen glared at them. "Yah, stop fighting." Tao said and both Zelo and Jongup smiled at them. "What is it?" Jongup asked, curious. "Hyung, what's wrong with Eunyoungie? She keeps pushing people away." Baekhyun asked, worried. "Pushing peope away?" Zelo asked and they nodded. "And her eyes are red and puffy and very dark dark circles under her eyes." Chen said. "Gomawo, we'll help you find out." Jongup said and the three of them nodded. "Gomawo." They thanked and walked away.

"Let's go find hyungs, Yonggukkie appa and Jieunnie eomma." Zelo said once the three of them left. "Yeah, let's go." Jongup said and walked to your house.

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