*I hope:
The pain
The tears
I was vandalized
From you
You caused this
I was hit
Hurt
Nothing could compare
Abused and pushed around
What did I do to you
Why do I deserve this
Why should I endure this pain
I lie to cover up the bruises
The scars that your have caused
Not only physically but emotionally too
You have hurt me so deep
Wounded me to the core
I beg for help
Scream so loud
You act as if its not aloud
But I can always pray someone sees a differ
What to do
I'm so lost
Do I tell
Or should I not
I'm so scared
But want to trust
Maybe not yet
But hopefully someday
I will live through this all
Even if I don't want
Things will get better
Is all I hope for
Remember that glimmer you use to see in my eyes
You took that away from me
There's no hope anymore
But please someone help me soon
Cause I'm happy right now
But come tomorrow this may all change
There's never a guarantee with me
Death is always close
Maybe theres help
But I never let anyone in
No one ever knows me
Only the outside
Maybe that will change
But for now
It's all the same
The real me
Shall be kept secrete
Those kids dont even know my name
But they go around acting like they know my story
Judging is all they do
What makes you think that smile is real
I could have tears streaming down my face
You wouldn't even know the difference
There's nothing you can do
I can't take this anymore
Bam
You hear that
It's to late
You're starting to see what I really meant
You payed a little more attention you know how I really felt
Those scars on my wrist
It all clicks
You cry knowing you could've done something
You thought you knew me
Said you were my best friend
You don't even know the half I've been through
You say you loved me
But I know the truth
It was all lies
Preach about this stuff can happen anymore
But then the cycle starts all over again
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My Poems
PoetryThese are the poems I write at my most depressed times to get my feelings out. If you ever feel down and need someone to talk to or something to relate to this is here or I'm here for you.