My Poems

I Hope

*I hope:

The pain

The tears

I was vandalized

From you

You caused this

I was hit

Hurt

Nothing could compare

Abused and pushed around

What did I do to you

Why do I deserve this

Why should I endure this pain

I lie to cover up the bruises

The scars that your have caused

Not only physically but emotionally too

You have hurt me so deep

Wounded me to the core

I beg for help

Scream so loud

You act as if its not aloud

But I can always pray someone sees a differ

What to do

I'm so lost

Do I tell

Or should I not

I'm so scared

But want to trust

Maybe not yet

But hopefully someday

I will live through this all

Even if I don't want

Things will get better

Is all I hope for

Remember that glimmer you use to see in my eyes

You took that away from me

There's no hope anymore

But please someone help me soon

Cause I'm happy right now

But come tomorrow this may all change

There's never a guarantee with me

Death is always close

Maybe theres help

But I never let anyone in

No one ever knows me

Only the outside

Maybe that will change

But for now

It's all the same

The real me

Shall be kept secrete

Those kids dont even know my name

But they go around acting like they know my story

Judging is all they do

What makes you think that smile is real

I could have tears streaming down my face

You wouldn't even know the difference

There's nothing you can do

I can't take this anymore

Bam

You hear that

It's to late

You're starting to see what I really meant

You payed a little more attention you know how I really felt

Those scars on my wrist

It all clicks

You cry knowing you could've done something

You thought you knew me

Said you were my best friend

You don't even know the half I've been through

You say you loved me

But I know the truth

It was all lies

Preach about this stuff can happen anymore

But then the cycle starts all over again