*The Awakening
They say smile be strong
What could possibly be wrong?
Have you lived my life?
Walked in my shoes?
No it's hard to pretend to be something that's not even you
I'm Holding the knife
Gun to my head
Take one step closer and ill be dead
You can't help me
You've never seen something like me
All I want
is to die
To help others is my dream
But I can't even help myself it seems
You see the scars trailing up my arms
Meals skipped in the past
Yes I'm smiling
But on the inside I'm dying
Cheering you up
While Im feeling down
That little voice in my head
Whispering why are you even around
Unwanted
Hated
It doesn't even need to tell me
Your actions speak louder then your words
You let me down
You said 'ill always be here for you'
But I know you're out talking shit
While I'm at home slicing up my wrist
Blood gushes out
Sirens screaming loud
Little did I realize
I never had control
Vision blurring
People scurrying
But there's nothing left
I'm already dead
You saw it coming
Don't play innocent
God sees past your lies
Don't worry
ill put a word in with satan
Hell will be waiting
Awe don't start shaking
Everyone needs a little awakening
But I'm Sorry hun
Yours came a little to late
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My Poems
شِعرThese are the poems I write at my most depressed times to get my feelings out. If you ever feel down and need someone to talk to or something to relate to this is here or I'm here for you.
