*Truth
The pain
The pressure
it's all my fault
If I wasn't selfish
I've seen through it all
You do everything for me
But yet I'm unthankful
I'm sorry for the way I treated you
You put up with me when I'm plain shit
Rude snotty i can hear the tsk tsk
You're old to enough to know wrong from right
Step back for a moment and stop the fight
This is not right
Almost killed myself over my own illusion
I don't know what to believe anymore
Was it you was it me
The money you spend eats me up
I know we're in debt yet we keep adding it up
Because of me
I know it is
I was an accident
Should've gave me away
Then you wouldn't have felt this way
Why you kept me
I don't know
I deserve to be all alone
The way I feel
you can't compare
The bitch I've been
I know karma came back to bite
No one else to blame except for me this time
I know I'm right
you can't deny
after i have acted this way
It was plain wrong
I owe you my life
I just didn't know it for so long
This is not right
Maybe if I let me guard down
You would've seen
But I can't let you deal with all my shit
I try to talk
But you don't understand
My problems add up
It becomes to much
All I can feel
Is the knife that cuts
If it weren't for me
You could be retired right now
I know for a fact that I'm just a hassle
There is nothing you could do change that
Facts are facts
I just have to accept that
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My Poems
PoetryThese are the poems I write at my most depressed times to get my feelings out. If you ever feel down and need someone to talk to or something to relate to this is here or I'm here for you.