My Poems

Truth

*Truth

The pain

The pressure

it's all my fault

If I wasn't selfish

I've seen through it all

You do everything for me

But yet I'm unthankful

I'm sorry for the way I treated you

You put up with me when I'm plain shit

Rude snotty i can hear the tsk tsk

You're old to enough to know wrong from right

Step back for a moment and stop the fight

This is not right

Almost killed myself over my own illusion

I don't know what to believe anymore

Was it you was it me

The money you spend eats me up

I know we're in debt yet we keep adding it up

Because of me

I know it is

I was an accident

Should've gave me away

Then you wouldn't have felt this way

Why you kept me

I don't know

I deserve to be all alone

The way I feel

you can't compare

The bitch I've been

I know karma came back to bite

No one else to blame except for me this time

I know I'm right

you can't deny

after i have acted this way

It was plain wrong

I owe you my life

I just didn't know it for so long

This is not right

Maybe if I let me guard down

You would've seen

But I can't let you deal with all my shit

I try to talk

But you don't understand

My problems add up

It becomes to much

All I can feel

Is the knife that cuts

If it weren't for me

You could be retired right now

I know for a fact that I'm just a hassle

There is nothing you could do change that

Facts are facts

I just have to accept that