*Walking in Circles
Walking in the darkness
Always scared
You joked about it
Like you didn't care
It hurt me
All I could do is worry
Anxiety eating me
I couldn't breath
Couldn't even think straight
My eyes darting around
Always feeling watched
Never felt safe
I was ready to be attacked
Ready to defended
Always hoping
That this would never really happen
All eyes on me
As I walked down the path
Slightest think could make me crack
Noise made me jump
Cars mad me run
Everytime someone pasted
It felt like the end
You said I was just being silly
But you don't know how this affects me
How I've stayed up at night in fear
You don't get how it ruins my day
Sleepless nights
Stressful days
It all comes down to this
I carry this weight on my shoulders
Begging to just be at ease
All I ask
is for relaxation to come
To not have to worry or stress
But that can never happen
It's always this burden I carry
And that's how it will always be for me
No one can help me
No one cares
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My Poems
PoetryThese are the poems I write at my most depressed times to get my feelings out. If you ever feel down and need someone to talk to or something to relate to this is here or I'm here for you.