Walking In Circles

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*Walking in Circles

Walking in the darkness

Always scared

You joked about it

Like you didn't care

It hurt me

All I could do is worry

Anxiety eating me

I couldn't breath

Couldn't even think straight

My eyes darting around

Always feeling watched

Never felt safe

I was ready to be attacked

Ready to defended

Always hoping

That this would never really happen

All eyes on me

As I walked down the path

Slightest think could make me crack

Noise made me jump

Cars mad me run

Everytime someone pasted

It felt like the end

You said I was just being silly

But you don't know how this affects me

How I've stayed up at night in fear

You don't get how it ruins my day

Sleepless nights

Stressful days

It all comes down to this

I carry this weight on my shoulders

Begging to just be at ease

All I ask

is for relaxation to come

To not have to worry or stress

But that can never happen

It's always this burden I carry

And that's how it will always be for me

No one can help me

No one cares

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