*Dead but alive:
I sing my heart out
Even when the tears are running down my cheeks
Putting a smile on my face
Even though my world is crumbling around me
Feel guilty for being sad
I know people have it worse
But I can't help the hurt inside
I'm wearing down here
They say I can trust then.
But it only hurts me in the end
I'm sorry Im this way
But please except me for who I am
It could be past or present
Either way I'm hurting
Please don't be mad
I just want help
I can't show you how I'm really feeling
Or how much pain I hold
But just know its killing me
Soon all will be left is my body
My souls is dying a little by little
Every time I feel this way
Cutting doesn't help
But maybe it can take the pain away
No one can understand
No one knows
How bad it is to feel this way
They act like they could understand
But it's really fake
Maybe they can help
Or maybe this all a mistake
Sorry to all
But I am done
Miss you
love you
Now I shall be gone
Letting my soul be free
Let the pain disappear forever
Sorry I can't stand alone any longer
It was all to much
If you truly loved me
You would've noticed long ago
Those fake smiles
Those scars on me
They were all signs
I made up story for everyone of then
Put a smile on my face said I was fine
But my eyes held the truth
The pain from behind
They had my story deep inside
Showing how badly I was hurt
By you never saw
You never cared
So I let go
Stop trying to fight the war inside me
They won
I couldn't take it anymore
There is nothing left to say
Except for goodbye
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My Poems
PoetryThese are the poems I write at my most depressed times to get my feelings out. If you ever feel down and need someone to talk to or something to relate to this is here or I'm here for you.