Words (Magcon fanfic) *Rewritten*

Chapter 21: Gone

MIDDIES POV
3 months latter.

Its been hell here. My mother had to move us to a two bedroom apartment because she had lost her job and the house.

Scars now ran up and down both my arms. My cuts have healed, I've been clean for almost a month now. But that's only because my mother found out and decided to put me in a mental hospital.

I remember the first day I got there. I sat down with my mom and my new therapies as she went over the rules. I wasn't aloud to bring in any jewelry and I wasn't aloud my phone.

Since I've been here I've been diagnosed with depression, anorexia, and social anxiety. The amount of medication they put me on is ridiculous.

Most of the time I'm just in my room, either staring at my wall or talking to my roommate. Ive gotten a little better i eat more. Not a lot but enough.

I still have my laptop so I check up on the guys twitters. Funny how they let my have my laptop but not my phone. The guys are all are pretty famous now. I hear some of the other girls talk about them a lot.

The Jacks have a EP out and So does Shawn. I listen to Shawn's songs at least once a day. A Little Too Much, the song he wrote for me is on it. I remember when he sang that too me for the first time.

TAYLOR'S POV

I haven't talked to one person since Madison left. We texted here and there but at one point she just stopped responding all together. I just sit in my room and look at the wall.

Carter comes to talk to me but I barely say anything back. Schools out for the summer and I passed by the skin of my teeth.

I sighed checking the time on my phone. It was about noon and I was home alone. Carter went out with his new girlfriend and he should be back soon.

I walk into the bathroom and sighed, leaning on the sink. I look up at the mirror filling up with anger and slammed my fist into the glass.

The mirror brakes into pieces. I pull my hand back and it's covered in blood. I couldn't feel anything as I was numb. I looked down at my hand and I was shaking really bad.

"Taylor I'm home." Carter said walking upstairs with his girlfriend Maggie behind him. "Oh my god Taylor." Carter walked into my bathroom looking down at my hand. "Oh my god are you okay?" Maggie asked. I continued to look down at my hand.

She sat me on the toilet as Carter grabbed some peroxide to clean out my cuts. "This is going to sting like a bitch." He says looking at me as I avoid eye contact.

He poured the cold liquid on my hand. He was right, It did sting like a bitch. I flinched back making him sigh. "I told you it was going to hurt."

I wrapped my hand up and out everything away. "What were you thinking?" Carter asked crossing his arms. I shrugged.

"Look we all miss her man. Shes not dead you can call her, see her, anything. But instead you sit in your room and stair at the fucking wall!" Carter snapped.

I flinched in shook. He took out his phone and held it out to me. "Here." Madison's contact was pulled up. On the screen.

I took the phone and hesitated hitting the call button and walked into my room and sat on my bed. There were three ring before someone picked up.

"Hello?" the voice asked. It took me a second before I spoke. "Maddie?" "No this is her mother. Who is this?" She asked. "It's Taylor." I said biting the side of my cheek. "Taylor, it's so nice to hear from you." I nodded forgetting she can't see me. "Yeah, so can I talk to Maddie?" I asked.

"Oh, Taylor. Madison was committed into the hospital about a month ago." I was taken aback by this. "Uh, is there anyway I can visit her?" I questioned. "Yeah of course she's as West Vill hospital. You can visit her between 8am to 9 pm." Her mother told me. "Okay thank you." I told her and we hung up.

I walked out of my room and knocked on the bedroom door that used to be Maddie's. "What's up?" Carter asked coming to the door. I handed his phone back. "I'm gonna head out for a while." He nodded his head.

I went back into my room and pulled out my phone calling G to see if can give me a ride.

"Hello?" He asked as he picked up. "Hey uh Jack its Taylor." "Oh hey. Whats up man, how have you been?" he asked.

"I've been better. But do you mind driving me somewhere?" I asked unsure of what he will say. "Sure. I will be right there." G said and hung up.

A few minuets latter he pulled up front of the house and honked his horn. I walked outside and got into the passenger seat. I told him were it was. "That three hours away!" I shrugged. We drove in silence only talking here and there.

"Are you coming in with me?" I asked unbuckling "I think you should see her alone." G said. "I'll wait here." I nodded my head and got out of the car. I walked inside and up to the front desk.

"Hi I'm here to visit Madison Gray." I said to the laddie. "Okay. Room 153." She said with a smile while looking at a her computer screen. I walked around till I found her room.

I knocked on the door. I heard a very faint voice telling me to come in. I opened the door and saw a pale girl sitting on a bed painting something. She turned and looked at me. She had Reddish hair and bright blue eyes.

"Uh do I have the right room I'm looking for Madison Gray." "Oh Maddie's at group. Your welcome to wait here. Im Ari." She said turning back to get painting.

"So how do you know Madison?" she asked. "I uh, we were friends." I said. "How come you hadn't come to visit her before?" She asked sticking her paintbrush in blue pain. "Ive been busy." I lied. "Im sorry I didn't catch your name." Ari said looking at me. "Taylor." I said.

"I knew I recognized you from somewhere." She said. I looked at her confused. "Your Taylor Caniff right?" I nodded my head slowly.

"Well I know you, because you were pretty famous on vine about four months ago. Than you just stopped." She said stroking her brush against the canvas.

"Well I don't really have any inspirations at the moment." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"I'm gonna tell you something Taylor, all those days that you ignored everyone you lost. You, my friend just wast Three months of you life." She said. "How did you-" "I was in your situation a few months ago. My best friend died and I didn't do to well after that. I spent most of my days just staring at a wall and not talking. That's how I ended up here." I nodded my head.

I heard the door open and I turned around. "Taylor?"

AN
Hello. I really hope you like reading this book.