Words (Magcon fanfic) *Rewritten*

Chapter 25: Stained Hands

Taylor's Pov

I sat outside with the guys around. Starting at my hands. Her blood still stained. She took her last breath in my arms. I could of done something to help her. It's my fault she's dead and there's nothing I can do about it.

I started to rub my hands on my pants, trying to get the blood off. But it wouldn't. Tears ran down my face as my palms burned from me running them so much.

"Hey, Taylor stop it." Carter said grabbing my arm. "It won't come off." "What won't?" "Her blood, it's all over me Carter." I yelled. "It's okay, well wash it off." He said. "No it won't come off." I sobbed. He pulled me into a hug.

"It's okay man. It's alright. She's safe now." Carter said tears staining my shirt. "She's gone." I whispered.

I started to cry. "Taylor?" Riley said walking over to me. "Whats up hun?" I asked whipping a tear from my eyes. Madison's mom went a little wild and left Riley with us. "You look sad." I nodded. "I am sad." I said truthfully.

"Don't be sad. Maddie had to go to a happy place." She smiled. "Shes happy now. Thats what Matt said." I smiled.

Carter Pov

Taylor is not going to be the same
I know it. I don't think any of us will be. The other guys didn't know her as much as me and Taylor did but Maddie still had a huge impact on them.

"Alright you kids show be getting back home now." The officer said to us. "Do you guys need a ride?" "No we got it." Cameron said.

"Who's going to stay with Riley?" Taylor asked pointing to Matts lap were she has fallen to sleep.

"I could take her till Maddie's mom come back." Matt said. "I like that idea." Riley said very sleepily. Matt smiled.

We all drove back to mine and Taylor's house for the night. Taylor got out of the car a walked inside not talking to anyone. He slammed his bedroom door and locked it. "Should we check on him?" Matt asked. I shook my head. "Let him cool down." "He shouldn't be alone Carter." Nash said. I nodded.

In the living room the Jacks and Shawn were sitting on the couch, with a note pad and pencil and Shawn had his laptop. Cam and Nash were on there phones sitting on the chairs and Matt was on the other couch sleeping with Riley on his lap.

Every ones eyes were red and puffy. "so uh does anyone need anything?" I asked. Every one shook there heads. "All right well you know were the blankets and food are." I said and walked up stairs.

I walked into my room. The room that used to be Maddie's. I sat on the floor leaning against my bed frame. I started to cry running my hands threw my hair. Tears flowed down my cheeks like waterfalls.

My head shot up as I heard screaming and a bang against the wall. I walked out of my room and everyone was in Taylor's.

There were two holes in his wall and him and Cameron were fighting. Nash was trying to brake it up but Taylor threw his arm back hitting Nash in the face, making him fall back. Riley was in the hall hiding behind Matt. Taylor went back to fighting with Cameron.

I ran over and tried to pull Taylor away from Cam. While G was trying to get Cam away. I got elbowed in the stomach but I still managed to get Taylor out.

Taylor's Pov

I was sitting on my bed when it hit me. This is real. She's gone. She's gone and she's never coming back. What happened to having each other? I felt the anger in me bullied up.

I got up and started pacing in my room getting really angry. I pulled my fist back and punch the wall. My hand went right through the wall. I went to hit the wall again but someone stopped my arm.

I looked back saw Cameron. "Let go." I said, venom in my voice. "Why are you punching the wall?" Cam asked. "Let my hand go. Im warning you." I said. But still he didn't let go.

I turned around fast and punched him with my left hand. He fell back knocking over the lamp on my side table holding his noise. He got up and punched me.

Nash ran in and tried to stop us. I accidentally elbowed him in the face. I went back to fighting Cameron. Pushing him to the ground, Ignoring what was happening around me.Than Carter and G came in and pulled us apart.

"I hate you!" I yelled and I dropped to the ground. "alright everyone out." Carter said and shut the door. Everyone left the room but Carter.

"She gone. Shes really gone and shes never coming back. Carter shes gone forever." I cried. "Its okay man. It will all be okay." Carter said.

____Funereal____

I stood there looking into the coffin that was chosen for Maddie. She was waring a black long sleeved dress that covered her arms and legs. Her blond hair down and straight just how she liked it. Even with her make up done she looked cold and pail.

A tear feel down my cheek. Matt walked up next to me. "Where's Riley?" I asked not taking my eyes away. "I didn't think a six year old should see her older sister in a coffin." Matt said.

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We sat down as the minister spoke. "Now a speech from Maddie's friend Taylor." I got up and walked up to stand.

We were out side in the graveyard where Maddie was lowered into the ground. Kids from her old school and kids from our school were there as well. All starring at me.

I got up to the stand. "So i didnt write a speech because every time I tried I punched a wall. So I'm just going to speak from my heart." I started.

"I know most of the people here knew Maddie, But you didn't know the real stuff. Like her favorite color, or what her favorite song was. All this stuff seams pointless now but at the time it was everything. She was sweat, kind, caring, and smart. You don't get people like that these days. Maddie ended her life because of the people online and the girls that would hurt her physically."

Carter and the guys all looked up at me by now I had tears running down my cheeks. "Hell Maddie held us all together. I loved her. She was our rock, she kept me from doing stupid stuff, and now I don't have anyone to stop me. My best friend is gone."

I wiped my face sighing, looking up at the sky. "I loved Madison and now she gone." All of a sudden a flock of birds flow over us. I smiled and whispered "I love you Madison."

I whipped tears from my eyes and walked over to her grave that has yet to me filled. I pulled out my orang bandana, the one I wore when I first meet her. I closed my eyes and threw it into the hole. I sat back down. Carter went up to talk after. I didn't really listen I was kinda just staring off into space.

Than it was time to barry her. One after another we all put a scoop of dirt in the hole.

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We got back home and every one didn't talk much. I decided not to go in so I walked around town and to a beach.

I stood next to the shore letting the wind blow my hair and my tie. The smell of salt filled my noise. I closed my eyes, sighing.

AN
I kinda hate this chapter I'm sorry. I'm sorry it's so bad. What should i do about Riley and Matt should they stay together??