Taylor's Pov
Its been 3 weeks since Maddie...well you know.
I haven't left my room since the funeral, I've only left to go to the bathroom. But thats attached to my bedroom.
I feel like everyone only cares about Maddie now because she's gone. I mean no one cared to do anything when she was alive.
"Hey Taylor how you doing?" Carter asked knocking on my door. "Im fine." I mumble, putting the pillow over my head.
"Dude you have to get up sooner or latter." Carter said opening the blinds letting the blinding light in. "I pick latter. Now go away." I throw the pillow at him.
"We have class tomorrow and you're going to need to get up. We already missed about a month we cant miss any more." "I don't care." I said pulling the blanket over my head.
"You're going to care when you get kicked out of the school." Carter said. I just tried to ignore him until he went away.
"Taylor get out of bed now." "You sound like my mother." I said chuckling. "Get up now I'm warning you." He said. I sat up fast facing him."
"What's wrong with you, why are you so happy, why is everyone so happy? shouldn't we all be sad, I mean come on its only been three weeks since she died and you seem to be supper happy." I yelled.
"Taylor, of course I'm upset and sad but would Maddie want you to be depressed about this. She would want us to be happy. Her pain is over." He tried to explain. "What about my pain Carter. She killed herself not thinking twice about what I would think and every day that goes by it just gets worse!" I yelled standing up. "Taylor she loved you-"
"No, she didn't. She broke up with me, by killing herself Carter. She didn't care about me, about any of us. I want to hate her for this. I've tried so hard to hate her but I can't." I said sitting on the bed.
"Taylor." He sat next to me to comfort me. "I'm sorry man, I didn't know." I nodded whipping away a tear that escaped. "I'll let you be alone." He said getting up.
"Oh and Matt, Riley, and Shawn are coming over latter, if that's okay." I nodded my head as he walked out of the bedroom.
Its been about three hours and I still yet to leave my bed. I heard Matt and them come into the house about a half hour ago but I just left it alone.
I had my Tv on and watching some random cooking show when I heard my door open. Creak opened. "What!" I looked over at the doorway where Riley was looking scared. "Uh sorry." I said scratching the back of my neck.
"Can I ask you something?" She walked over climbing onto my bed. "Of course you can." "Did you know my sister?" She asked showing me a pitcher of Madison. "Yes I do know your sister." I said sitting up looking down at the little girl who looked exactly like her older sister. Same green eyes and blond curly hair.
"Can you tell me about her?" She asked moving closer to me. "What do you want to know?" I asked leaning agents the wall. "I don't know?"
"Well want me to tell her her favorite animal in the whole world was?" Her eyes lit up. She nodded her head. "It was a butterfly."
"Why?" she asked. I told her what Maddie told me one day. "Because they are put throw a bunch of hard work and the risk of dying to become something so beautiful." She smiled. "I like butterfly's too." She said softly making me smile.
"So what else do you want to know about your sister?" I asked. "Nothing." i looked at her confused. "We're saving that." she said getting off my bed and running out of my room.
For some reason talking to Riley that night changed my life. I know with her being around everything is going to change.
AN
Thank you so much for all your reads and votes. It means a lot. This was one of the first books I wrote on wattpad, so it was so much fun for me to rewrite it an edit to.
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