Life is Unpredictable even for a Queen

~Sadness~

4 months later

I wake up and I'm sweating buckets. I get up and it's the middle of the night. I was so anxious because I had an appointment in the morning to get an ultrasound. I didn't know it was a machine in where you can see your baby. I thought that was amazing.

I held my belly and started to cry. "I'm sorry your daddy won't be with us to see you, only your sister, your two aunts and uncles and your grandparents." We were able to get my brother's, my parents, Lacy, Gracie and her husband's memories.

I decided not to trigger grandma's memories she was living happily in Italy as they call it with a man she adores so I decided to let her rest and live out her days in paradise. My mother and father in law I could not find and that killed me. Im so happy that I haven't seen Neal since that day he kissed me, so that was that.

I walk downstairs to the living room and sat on the couch that was by the window and just started to contemplate the city. I really missed my home but this will have to be home unless we find another place. Lacy comes downstairs and smiles. "I knew you would be up." I smiled.

"That's why you're my best friend." I smile. "We will make him remember, Emma just you wait and see." I sigh. "It's ok Lacy right now he's not the main concern, I can live without him and anyways we need to find the rest of the people and that includes your son." She looked down and grabbed my hands.

"Lacy what's wrong?" "Well I didn't want to tell you but I did find him." I smile. "Really?" I said with a hint of excitement in my voice. "This is grand, and where is he? We have to find him so we can make him remember." "He got adopted and I went to go see the family and he looked so happy, he thinks they are his real parents." She said with a sad tone.

"Why is he there if you love him?" She nods. "Yes I do love him but he's in a better place now, he doesn't have to deal with the mess of my mom and ex, so it's best if he stays with them." I stayed quiet. "You know how it was Emma." I nod. "Well if that's what you really want." She nods. "Yes it is and right now I'm here for you Emma or Alana." She says and laughed.

I laughed. "Man Lacy you should have seen the way he kissed and looked at Jessica. She's completely in love with him. Well vice versa, he didn't remember me no matter what I did, I tried everything." I said and sighed. "I think it's time to let it go and I'll raise this baby without its father." She gasps.

"No don't lose hope." Lacy said. "I don't know what to tell Rhea, she keeps asking and asking about Killian and I have to keep lying to her." I said and Lacy sighed. I yawned and she nods. "Emma you need to rest it's not good for the baby and for you to be up." I nod. I went and turned off the lights and we both went back up the stairs and went back to bed.