Life is Unpredictable even for a Queen

~Finding out the Truth~

It's been a couple of days since Alana has been in a coma and I've only gone to visit her once. I felt bad for only going once but I went behind Jessica's back, so it's best if I stop seeing her. I've been trying to figure out who Milah is and what that letter meant but I've come up with nothing.

I've been having more and more dreams with Alana and they feel so real. It really bugs me that I can't remember anything and I mean I don't want to give up but I think my hopes for remembering and finding out the truth are dying. Jessica had gone to P.F. Changs to pick up our order.

It was date night so we decided to stay in and have Chinese. I know I shouldn't be doing this but I mean Jessica is my wife from what I remember. I went outside to grab the mail and I calmly walked back inside. I went to grab my planner and I walked to the dinning room.

I sat down on the chair next to the dinning table and started to read over the mail. Bills, bills and more bills. I started to open them and check for the dates of the payments. I started to write the dates of the payments on the calendar. I sighed in relief when I was done writing the dates down. I went to go put the mail away when a weird envelope falls from the bunch.

I went and picked it up. "Jessica Jones," it said in the front. That was odd, there was no address on it. I sat back down and I opened it. "Jessica, the only reason why I'm contacting you is that you need to take Colin away from here." I gasp and look up. What the heck who is this person, and why is he or she telling Jessica that she needs to take me away from here?

I look down and continued to read. "You know perfectly what can happen if he finds out the truth, you and me are toast. I hope you do as I say and keep him away from here. Now more than ever he needs to be away from Alana. Safe travels, Neal."

I gasp. What is the meaning of this? So its true everything that Alana, August, and everyone else was saying. I put the letter back in the envelope and just sat there. I was thinking of the other letter and what it said and compared it to this letter. I gasp when I come into a realization of something.

Jessica is indeed Milah. She's been lying to me this whole time. I was so frustrated. Now more than ever I need to find out the truth. I hear the door open and I get the brilliant idea that I'm going to confront Jessica during our date. She sets up the table and we prepare to eat.

We start to eat and it was awfully quiet. She smiles at me. I give her a fake smile. I was mad, but of course I wanted to wait for the right moment to confront her. We were halfway done and she reached out for my hand. I grabbed her hand and smiled. "What did I do to deserve an amazing man at my side?" I scoff.

"I don't know why don't you tell me?" I say and I hand her the letter. She gave me a baffled look. "What is this?" I scoff. "Read it." She opens the envelope and takes out the letter, she reads it and she sighs. "So you didn't know who Milah was?" She shakes her head. "I can explain."

"Why is your real name Milah?" She sighs. "Look Killian, I mean.." She says and gasps. "So it's true, I'm that Killian that they are all saying I am." She sighs and nods. "What happened, why the hell am I here?" I say as I stood up. She comes up to me and starts to caress my face.

"Look Killian I love you, we are married, you wouldn't have married me if you didn't love me." I back away from her. "How can I love someone who keeps secrets from me?" She sighs. "Killian, Colin please everything that we lived, it was real." I shake my head. "Will you tell me who I really am?" She sighs.

"Yes you're that damn King, everything that Alana well Emma and August told you is real." I gasp. "Why?" She gave me a baffled look. "Why what?" "Why take away my memories and make me live a life of lies?" She sighs and stays quiet. "Fine if you won't tell me I'm going to find out on my own."

I grab my coat and keys. "You know she's not going to wake up?" I scoff. "I'm going to figure out what the hell happened to me and I'm going to get back my memories and my life." "But Killian..." She said as she started to cry. I felt bad that she was crying but I couldn't be with her anymore.

I had to go and find August and hopefully they can help me remember Emma and I could get my life back. I closed the door and I walked to my car. I tried to call August but he wasn't answering. I remember going to Jay's house so I think I'll just go there. I get there and I'm nervous as can be.

I stood at the door not knowing whether to knock or run away. I went ahead and knocked. After a couple of seconds, Lacy opens the door. "Colin what are you doing here?" I sigh and smile. "I want to remember." She scoffed. "Why to make your family suffer more, just go back with Jessica." She says and tries to close the door. I stop the door and I sigh.

"Please Lacy, this isn't easy, I want to remember. I found out that Jessica is Milah and well she was in contact with someone named Neal." She gasps. She opens the door and let's me in. Everyone gasps as they see me enter. Rhea comes running and hugs me.

"I missed you so much daddy." I smiled and hugged her back. Even though I don't remember I couldn't help but feel good when she was hugging me. We sit down and Lacy, Arie and Alana well Emma's parents sit down across from me. "So Jessica is Milah?" Lacy asks again. I nod. "And she's been in contact with Neal?"

I nod. Everyone scoffed. "He's still trying to get at Emma." I gasp. "Yeah Neal was the guy Emma loved before you came into her life." I nod. "I wish I can remember Emma but I just can't." They all nod.

"I'm willing to try hard and I don't care how long it takes." "You won't have to wait that long bro." We all turn around and gasp at who we see standing at the door.