Chapter 5 ~ Routine

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I was really disappointed when I noticed that he noticed me. That wasn't my intention but somehow I knew that it would happen. I came because I needed to see him. I didn't want him to see me but I guess that didn't work out too well.

Everything went back to normal the next day. Everyone was making fun of me and pushing me around. It was like Louis never stepped into my life. Honestly, I didn't even care anymore. I know it has only been a day but I've come to realize that he meant nothing to me. That must seem pretty harsh but it helped me get over him.

"Your surely vulnerable now that Louis isn't here to defend you." That oh so familiar voice said behind me.

"Leave me alone." I mumbled. 

"Oh Kelsey. Admit it, you've missed this." Drake smirked when he stood abruptly in front of me.

"Move." I said more clearly this time.

"Don't think that just because Louis was nice to you, I will be nicer. You will never be good enough for me our anyone. Louis was just feeling pity for you. He never really cared for you nor will he ever. Now go back to where you came from because obviously only people there care about you." Drake hissed in my face.

His words really stung this time. Never did they before but this time, it really hit home. Tears were wanting to pour out but I held them back while I stared into Drake's evil eyes. Nothing told me that he was lying, it was all truth.

"What? You didn't know that yet? Well now you do." He smirked once again.

I just stared right into his soul and shook my head while walking backwards. I turned around and left Drake to stand there and think he won this battle. truth be told, this is most definitely not over. One day, I was going to actually yell back at him and show him I actually have feelings but his words don't effect me.

I went into science class and sat at my usual depressing seat. Realization hit me once again and I remembered that I was going to be alone for now again. Not that I was complaining because I used to always be alone. Sometimes, I actually preferred being alone because I never got in trouble for talking with someone and I could actually focus on doing well in school. In fact, I loved being alone.

"Alright everyone, grab a partner!" The teacher announced. 

I didn't like being alone when it came to that.

Everyone grabbed a friend and started working on the project. Then there was me awkwardly sitting there with no one. This was usually the time where I went up to the teacher and told him I didn't have a partner and he would ask the class if there was anyone available but I didn't bother this time. I didn't need to be embarrassed today.

Someone walked into the class and went to speak to the teacher. He looked very familiar but I couldn't quite point it out. The teacher check some sheet of paper that he handed to him and nodded. 

"Alright class, we have a new student amungst us. This is Noah, treat him respectively."

At that moment I remembered. He was the drunken guy at the party that was being nice to me. He must have remembered me too because he looked right in my direction and smiled flirtatiously. Noah came and sat right next to me.

"Missed me babe?" He asked.

"Your unbelievable." I shook my head while chuckling slightly.

"Look, I'm not trying to be a flirt. I'm just looking for a friend." He said seriously this time. I was debating whether I should actually befriend him then I remembered about what I was thinking before.

"Well, your choosing the wrong person to be friends with." I shrugged. I pulled out some paper from my bag and started jotting down some notes for the project.

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