The Quiet One / One Direction fanfic ON HOLD

Chapter 12 ~ What Is The Right Choice?

Rain drops were constantly slamming against the windows. It's been pouring for quite a few hours and it doesn't seem to be going away anytime soon. Maybe that was the reason why Louis wasn't coming back home. I've been waiting by the windowsill for a few days waiting for Louis' arrival from his world tour. Last week was the end of it and he said he would come back four days ago. My baby girl was sleeping upstairs peacefully. My poor baby doesn't even realize that her life is slowly going to get harder. Her father isn't coming home, she's all over the news and some of Louis' fans absolutely hate her. She doesn't deserve this life. I wish I could help but there isn't anything that I can do to stop all of this. If I say something to the press, there just going to make a big story out of it.

My phone started playing it's usual ring tone. I picked it up and saw Louis' name across the screen. A smile grew on my face as I answered.

"Hey babe, I miss you." I said right away.

"Hey." Was all he said back. He sounded disappointed.

"Louis, what's wrong? Is everything alright?" I asked him, sounding worried. What if he was hurt?

"Actually, no Kelsey." Louis sighed. "Management isn't allowing me to come home. They say I have to stay in London."

"What? But this is your home, our daughter needs you here. They can't just take you away from our family." I said, almost yelling.

"Trust me, I said that to them too but they threatened to end the contract." He explained, "I need this. It's helping me support both of you so you don't have to work and hire a babysitter. Look, I will come soon and see you but right now, I can't." 

"But this is your family, I don't care if I need to get a job, this girl is your daughter and you need to support her and be here for her." This time, I yelled.

"Well, this is my job, my life. If you can't deal with it, you should have told me to leave in the beginning." He yelled back. 

A tear escaped my eye. I couldn't believe he actually said that to me. "So you don't even care about your own daughter?" 

"Of course I do, I love her more than anything but you should have realized how hard it would have been to date me." Louis explained harshly.

"I get it now, your job is more important than your own daughter." I harshly said back.

"Would you stop?" He started yelling once again. "Your trying to make this my fault when I can't control any of this!" 

"Well I guess I know the truth. You don't care at all. Don't ever come back because you've clearly made it obvious that you aren't even trying hard enough. I hate you." I yelled then hung up.

I heard my baby start to cry upstairs, most likely from my yelling. I got up and went to take care of her. Maybe now, our life wouldn't be in the spotlight.

I woke up and looked at my surroundings, I was in a car. I was in Louis' car. It was quite dark out and Louis was still driving.

"How much longer do we have?" I asked, yawning.

"Half an hour." Louis chuckled.

Everything that just happened was a dream. There was no baby, yet and Louis wasn't yelling at me. It made me feel slightly better but what if that actually happened in the future? Even if he doesn't become famous, he'll still be on the X Factor and he'll be gone for at least five months. What if he realizes that I'm no good for him, that he just needed to be away from me to realize that I'm not the person for him?