The Quiet One / One Direction fanfic ON HOLD

Chapter 13 ~ Nightmares

Kelsey's POV

For the rest of the night, my mom and I talked about anything. I tried to get her off the topic of teen pregnancy but she kept going back to it. I don't know how I would tell her I was pregnant because she seems like she hates the idea of it. 

"Like honestly, who would be stupid enough to get pregnant while there in high school?" My mom continued to spaz out. My heart was literally breaking into a million pieces. I can just see her face when I tell her the truth. She'll be all disappointed and angry like she is now. 

"I know, it is stupid but it's not like she was trying to get pregnant." I said, trying to calm her down about the subject but not blowing my cover.

"Still," She sighed dramatically. "Kelsey babe, don't ever become pregnant until your married, please?"

That's when it hit me so hard, there will be no way to tell them easily without them being furious.

"Ok." I faked a smile.

I checked the time to and got up, "I'm gonna go to bed now, I have a test tomorrow so I should get some sleep." I lied.

"Alright, love you honey." My mom got up and hugged me. 

"Love you too." I walked into the kitchen quickly to grab a water bottle and say good night to my father. I headed to my room and let all the tears fall that were trying to force out during my mother and I's conversation.

I also had to tell Louis what I was thinking. 

Did I really want to raise this kid alone? No. Did I want to ruin Louis' future career? No. The answer was simple and was practically slapping in my face but I still had the struggle about it. I know I shouldn't be ruining Louis' future but this kid needs a father. I wouldn't know what to do without my father. Then again, if the child never lived with a father, they would never know what it feels like to have a father so they wouldn't feel so alone.

I've made my decision that I cannot ruin Louis' future so I will have to keep him out of my child's life.

I woke up and got ready for school. Last night was still lingering in my head but I was trying to push it aside to focus on school while I still went. I wasn't going to go to school when I got too pregnant because I already get bullied enough so why get more attention on myself? 

Once I was ready, I went downstairs to find Noah in my kitchen.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked, smiling as I hugged him. 

"Just thought that maybe we could walk together to school." Noah shrugged.

"Cool." I smiled as I grabbed an apple and took a huge bite out of it. I said goodbye to my parents and then we headed to school.

"Your parents are so cool." Noah stated.

"Sure they are." I sarcastically replied.

"So, have you talked to Louis yet?" He asked. I knew this was coming eventually.

I sighed, "I will soon but I still don't know what to do. At first, I thought that sending him away was the best way but then I also thought that I didn't want my child growing up without a father. Then again, I can't force Louis into this. You know what I mean?"

"I do," He nods, "And just to let you know, I will always be here for your kid as like an uncle or something. I will help you if Louis can't."

"Thanks Noah." I chuckled.

"So when do you think your going to talk to Louis about this?" 

"I'm going to try tonight but if I chicken out, then tomorrow." I said.