Friendzoned

Chapter 19

Ryder

            Last night was a big mess that was never meant to happen. Brittany came over because she was “lonely” or more like jealous because I said five words to Rae. Girls are crazy. The second you are seen with another girl, they think that you have forgotten about them. When she came to my door at seven last night I wasn’t planning on letting her in but she gave me the puppy face that I can never say no to. When we went to my room I was set on just talking and it was just fine until all of the sudden she just jumped on me and we were making out. It’s not like I was going to push her off. I mean, I am a dude after all. It just didn’t set well in my stomach. When I got to school today everything seemed normal. I walked in to my third class which Rae happened to be in. For some reason when I saw her I got excited. I started to walk towards her.

            “Hey Rae!” I said smiling. After our night she seemed normal again. I guess all she needed to get over her cheating ex was to hang out with me. Right after I said hey I knew something was up because she looked pissed. I mean really pissed. “Um is everything ok?” I asked.

            “Yeah everything is fine.” She said.

            “Are you sure? You kind of look upset. Did something happen?” I said and turned to her friend sitting by her. She looked just as mad. Maybe it was cranky girl day.

            “What do you mean did something happen? Why are you pretending that you don’t know?” She said, finally giving me a clue of what was up.

            “Pretending? I am not pretending anything. I really have no idea what is making you so mad. Care to tell?” I was trying to be reasonable but she definitely wasn’t.

            “Whatever.” She said rolling her eyes and taking a seat farthest from where I was. I took my seat pissed. Why was her being mad making me mad? Nick came and sat by me as smiley as ever which made me want to punch him.

            “What’s up man?” He asked.

            “None of your fucking business.” I said with gritted teeth.

            “Wow! It’s somebody’s time of the month.” He said. This anger was like the flu and it was spreading fast.

            When I got to my next class, I didn’t have any friends in it. There were a few girls that had a thing for me but I wasn’t in the mood for that. Brittany was also in my class. She walked in with her shorts that didn’t cover half of her butt and her shirt that was so tight that I could imagine it all in my head. She took a seat next to me.

            “Hiya cutie!” she said batting her eyes.

            “Hey Britt.” I answered bitterly.

            “Man what crawled up your butt and died?” She said sensing my mood.

            “Nothing. It’s just that something ticked me off this morning.” I had no reason to be mad at her. She did nothing.

            “Well you know, I know the perfect way to make it all better.” She said with a wink. I knew this was her way of saying that we should ditch class and mess around. The more I thought about it, sitting in class learning about shit that I didn’t care about sounded a whole lot worse than ditching with Brittany.  “The History room is open this period,” She added. I didn’t have to say anything. I grabbed my bag and walked out of the class room. She followed right behind.

            “Where are you going dude? Class is just about to start.” I hear Nick say as the door shut. We walked in silence and once I got to the room, I opened the door and let her in. I locked it behind us and kept the lights out. Just then the bell went off.

            “No funny business today Britt. Remember we are still in school” I told her throwing my bag on the ground.

            “God. You are such a party pooper sometimes.” She said before our lips met. I was so mad and determined that I wasn’t really caring about being nice and sweet. Brittany never really cared about that kind of stuff. She was also no stranger at French kissing, so as I put my tongue into her mouth she didn’t have to protest. I had her up against a wall and she wrapped one leg around my waist then the other. Her hands were all over in my hair and mine were on her waist. When her hand went down to my shirt, I didn’t protest as she pulled it over my head, but when her hand went for my pants I stopped her.

            “Come on Britt we are in school.” I said against her lips.

            “You are no fun.” She said into my ear. Her hands moved back up as they wandered all over my chest. Not to be full of myself or anything, but I have a rockin bod and I had no problem with her touching it. After a few minutes of kissing, her mouth moved to my neck. I knew exactly what she was doing. For some reason she loved to give hickies. I wasn’t the biggest fan of them but I wasn’t about to stop her. Brittany didn’t give me that lovie dovie feeling that you hear about in book and movies. I didn’t think that was real. She gave me that feeling of satisfaction and that was good enough for me. The bell rung and it made us both jump.

            “Hmm… an hour already?” She licked her lips and got down. “See you later.” She said over her shoulder. Brittany didn’t care about love or feelings and I liked that. I grabbed my shirt and put it back on. It was weird how Brittany didn’t even leave me feeling anything after either. I liked it this way. There is no need for a change.