Missing gaps

Lost friends

Why do we still care about the people we lost?

"Because we hope for them to come back."

Why do we hope?

"Because they were ones a part of us."

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You'll always find that one best friend who you trust so much, you wouldn't want to leave their side. You're like inseparable. You both still had other friends, but non of them weren't so special like your best friend.

Time changes us.

Someday your best friend will change and is different but who cares at least you still have them.

That's what you thought when they suddenly become distant and aren't the person like you used to know.

So you distance both self...

and forget who you two were before.

You'll meet new friends. They'll make you happy. Make you one of their best friends. Become a squad and make you forget the person you lost.

Many months, years passed and you somehow wish your life couldn't get even more better and look at you best friends and think
"How did I get so damn lucky?"

You remember the day you all met and smile.
"What an awkward day that was."

Yet somehow get a small flash of memory and remember.

Best friend?

What happened?
That's right. What happened?

You start to think and think till you don't get it anymore and question every moment you made.

One day you've had enough of it and go to them. Yet got no reasonable answer.

You'll get mad and ask everyone who would know.

"She hates you."

That one sentence. Just that one sentence got you meaningless.

So you forget and move on...

but how can you move on when you lost someone part of you?

"I just fucking miss her so fucking much."

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Closure.

"Maybe. Maybe not."

-noticegurl