Prologue

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A/N: This book is for Danni_Malik who requested it. I hope you like it, girl! And for anyone else who reads it, I hope you like it as well.

Enjoy! :)

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When will he ever learn to love me? When will he look me in the eyes with such love? When will his eyes sparkle when he looks at me? When will he sing love songs and dedicate them to me? When will he start stealing kisses from me? When will he smile at me with love written all over it? When will he tell me he loves me?

These questions and many others keep running through my head. And they remain unanswered, making me feel stupid.

Pictures of him with the lads, my best friend, and his girlfriend enter my mind, making me cringe in envy. I hate how close they are, how he hugs her and kisses her, how he puts an arm around her while they sit in a circle with the group, how he nuzzles his head in the crook of her neck, how he holds her when she's afraid or crying. I don't care how much of a bitch I sound like, 'cause, I admit, I am jealous.

I lay down on my empty bed and stare at nothing. Laughter rings pass my door, his laugh one of the things I hear. Hearing how happy he is without me there, makes me want to drown myself in a sea of knives and blood. Yes, I do want to die.

And that makes me feel stupid.

Stupid because I want to die because of a boy who has millions of other girls falling head over heels for him.

Stupid because I keep asking questions when I know one thing is for sure.

That boy will never love me back.

And that boy,

is the famous,

the one and only,

Zayn Javaad Malik.

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A/N: And there you have it! Hahaha. That's only the prologue. So if you liked this, I hope you like the rest. :))

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