Married to the Beast // Brock Lesnar ●COMPLETE●

Chapter 41

I laid and stared at my Beast, he always said he was awake before me but lately that wasn't true. I guess it would depend just how much vodka he consumed and last night I guess he had quite a lot.

I guess it had almost numbed him in a way that he was the gentle Beast seeking reassurance, I wasn't sure how I felt about it because it was different from all the other times with him accusing me of sleeping with Dean .

He had said that he came to surprise me at a live event, I wasn't sure when ,I knew it was definitely after Payback, after I found out Dean was not responsible for the bets but how had I not known my Beast was close by?

I hated that I hadn't, I hated that he saw it because while I had his friendship back along with Roman and new friends in Renee and Sasha . I had my husband at home battling with his demons while I was happy out there?

Last night, despite him simply wanting to know that I was his, for the first time in these months I saw just how broken my beast was. The sadness fully filled his eyes, his sleep deprived eyes or maybe it was just the effects of all the alcohol I wasn't sure but he was broken, hurt, doubtful but yet when he was sober he was the happiest man.

He was simply my loving Beast, I wasn't sure how a bottle could change it all so drastically..

Because while Eric had his drunk nights, either way he was horrible to me but with my Beast it was a trigger of sorts.

Beast's faint barking coming from the other side of the door snapped me from getting lost in thought as Brock's heavy breathing while he slept filled my ears.

I slowly got up,not really wanting to leave him but slipped on the hoody he had worn the previous night and some leggings before heading to give Beast his breakfast.

As I left the room I saw Beast's tale wagging as he sat at the front door and before he barked again I heard faint knocking and sighed as I wasn't sure who it could be.

I walked over and as I opened the door I was greeted with my smiling best friend who didn't waste time in pulling me into a hug.

"Surprise!" She almost screamed but I quickly sssshed her and she frowned but I moved out with Beast following and closed the front door behind us as we stood on the porch.

"Brock's not feeling well right now and is still sleeping." I whispered glancing back hoping he hadn't heard Paige, I smiled as I didn't want her to feel bad for pitching up.

"We can take a walk out back?" I offered glancing back at the house briefly.

"Sure! " She smiled as she picked Beast into her arms as we walked around the house.

"How are you in Minnesota right now?"

She laughed.

"I would say searching for a cowboy's saddle to ride on as it has been awhile but I just missed my best friend. I know we spent most of the week together but I realized that the last time I was here I wasn't really the best. I just figured I have the weekend off , well I guess the day off since I'm flying out tonight and I'm meeting my mom in the next town, why not have a nice day in the country with my bestie" I laughed as we sat down onto the grass.