Married to the Beast // Brock Lesnar ●COMPLETE●

Chapter 50

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Gabrielle Aplin - In your Arms

Of course on my day off in New York it would be storming. I had been scheduled to be at the live event but after my match at Money in the Bank on Sunday I merely had a segment on Raw and was then given the rest of the week off from fighting.

It hadn't meant I wasn't busy though, but like I said I liked it. Which is why I hated that I was taken off the live event as all my friends were there while I was on my own, with reminders of my Beast everywhere.

You may say I'm lucky to be traveling
And that California makes you smile
But I spend most of my time waiting
For them to kill the sound and dim the lights

I had expected Seth to be spending the weekend with me so we could catch up and I figured he needed it but he disappeared on Thursday soon after we did some signings together.

Money in the Bank hadn't been the best for him as he lost in his match against Roman. Roman had later told me that there was no definite winner and said he could tell Seth wasn't fully giving it his all. I could see he was concerned about my brother . I was surprised to hear he had left straight after the match, I had been in the medic room with Paige watching the match but as soon as we left to meet him at the locker he was gone..

You may say that everyplace is different
That you're just stuck where you are
But to me the only thing that changes
Are the faces I listen in the dark

I hadn't told Paige or anyone about Zara as if he wanted them to know he would have told them but I hated that he was shutting me out. I needed to be there for him. I couldn't be there for my Beast so the least I could do was be there for another person who had been through so much with me but my brother was not one to show how he felt.

And here I was, hiding what was currently happening with me so who was I to question him. So for the rest of the week I hadn't brought anything up with my brother.

Say what you want
I'm safe in my lover's arms
But I'm always leaving the best things behind
Oh how I long for those late nights in London
I searched the world over
But still I can't find
A better place than in your arms
I wish that I was in your arms tonight

I stared at my phone on the small coffee table across the room and I was almost tempted to dial his number but even though I missed him...

My mind was filled with so many thoughts.

Brock had broken up with me last year because he wanted something better for me. There is nothing better for me but maybe there is for him..

You may say there's no such thing as strangers
That they're only friends you've never met
But the more I fall into adventure
The further from you I get

The fact that Brock could be strong enough to let me go back then while the thought killed me, showed the difference between us. One part of me told me I should just fly home while the other was keeping me in place. Not wanting to see his face or hear the disappointment when I would be forced to tell him.