Eventually love

chapter 7

When I woke up I knew I had fainted due to the pain I shouldn't have kicked the blankets off of myself. Stupid Kayla I gowned in pain.

"Your awake" I heard Kara say, when did she get here? Then she hugged me and god in hurt!

"oww Karaaaa" I said.

"You deserve it! You fainted! You are meant to be careful! What were you thinking?" she said in a rush.

Okay I'm already giving myself a hard time about the way I've been acting I don't need her telling me. That just pissed me off.

"Okay sorry. Don't do anything stupid" Kara said to me. When she said that to me it just made me even more angry.

"I've been out of hospital for what a day now and you and everyone else just keeps on telling me to stop hurting myself. I'm not doing it on purpose. This is doing it on purpose" I said.

I was trying to get out of the bed when she pushed me down.

"That hurts let go of me Kara" I whined at her, she was holding my bruised arms with a lot of force I could feel the tears forming in my eyes.

She wouldn't let go, I knew what I was about to do would hurt like hell, but I was sick to death of everyone acting so controlling. I have a month of this to tolerate and there going full throttle on the controlling already. I could feel the tears falling, but I didn't care.

"This is doing it on purpose" I said as I began to walk around. It felt better when I walked, lying on the bed just makes me stiff which causes me more pain which no one understands!

"Okay you've made your point now please get back on the bed" Kara said to me. I just ignored it, she began to follow my movements.

"I will, look I've been lying down all day I just want to stretch my arms and legs, yes it hurts but I'm stiff. Logan just follows me did you know he was going to stay in the bathroom when I was going to have a shower?" I said trying to change her train of thought.

"He did? What did you do?" She asked me.

"I told him to get out, he did with some convincing" I laughed it felt like when were home like everything was normal, how we use to talk.

"Do you hate him?" She asked me. I was shocked by her question I didn't have a chance to answer when all of a sudden Blake and Logan appeared in the room out of nowhere.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT OF BED?" Logan boomed.

"WHY DID YOU LET HER OUT OF THE BED" Blake boomed to.

I looked at Logan and saw both hurt and anger on his face, the look just filled me with guilt. He speed towards me I couldn't even protest before I knew it I was in the bed with the covers over me. Logan continued to stare at me, I could hear Blake telling Kara off I had to say something.

"It wasn't her fault, it was mine" I said from the bed.

"Okay I'm going to my room Logan. Feel better Kayla" Blake said while he pulled Kara towards the exit.

"It wasn't her fault" I said to Logan I was scared about what Blake would be doing to Kara. I'm so mean I have to try and control my anger.

Logan just brushed his hands down my cheek it made me shiver.

"You scared me, I thought someone was in our room attacking you and Kara" Logan said.

"Sorry" I didn't know what else to say.

"You cried?" he asked me while he trailed his thumb down my face where tears had once been shed.

I started to blush he never had this affect on me before? Why now? I pulled his hand away from my face and turned from his sight.