Eventually love

chapter 12

I raised the board above my head with both hands ready to swing. I took in a deep breath and started swinging the board away from my head.

"NO KAYLA!" Kara screamed.

I started to swing the board towards my head when something hard grabbed the board out of my hands, I didn't dare to look who it was. Instead I grabbed another board and tried to hit my head once more. But again someone ripped it out of my hands. I got up and ran towards a wall head on, that would be enough to put me into a coma I thought. I was a meter away from the wall when Logan appeared in front of it. I banged right into him instantly Logan hugged me to his body, I tried to push him off of me, it hurt me so much with each push but I didn't care.

"Let go!" I yelled at him.

"No" he said emotionlessly.

"Why not?" I asked confused, I own my life and can do what I want with it. I could hear Blake and Darius continue to fight. Logan put one hand on my head as to make sure I hadn't hit it before. His hands were cooling and gently tracing on my head where it hurt the most. I continued to try and get out of his grip but he wouldn't budge a bit. I could feel my tears running down my face like a stream but I still pushed.

"Kara stop it. Logan let her go" Kara said worriedly.

"No" we both said at the same time.

"Stubborn" Kara said to both of us.

"You hurt her" Logan said to Kara softly.

"She hurt me to" Kara whispered.

I didn't want to hear Kara talk, I didn't want to hear it at all. I knew what I had done to her was a thousand times worse than she had done to me. Trust. That was all she had broken. What had I done? Made her life miserable! I thought of a plan to get out of Logan's hold I went limp in his arms while he continued to talk to Kara. Before he could register what had happened I quickly manoeuvred out of his hold. I heard his chest rumble as I started to run past the dining room where Darius and Blake continued to fight. I could see Dedrick trying to pry them off one another while all three mothers watched in shock. I made it out of the dining room and ran into the corridor which had a dead end. All I needed was one good hard knock to my head and all this drama and misery can end. I ran as fast as I could, I could hear Kara yelling at me to stop. But I wouldn't listen she didn't know what she wanted.

She would be happy with Blake, happy that her best friend was gone. I kept running I could hear my breathing becoming shallow I was getting tired. All of a sudden Logan appeared right in front of me again, this time he carried me in his arms.

"Put me down Logan, this isn't for you to decide" I said forcefully.

"You don't know what you want. You're hurt, you're in pain, you're not thinking properly. I can't believe your actions they can never be justified. I said I loved you? Did you not think of me before you sought to find a way to end your existence? He asked me.

"No I didn't. My life is mine, I am the holder I am its keeper. I can do what I want with it" I said seriously.

"I don't forgive you" he said looking sad.

"I didn't ask for forgiveness. But I'm asking you to let me go" I said.

"I will never let you go. Never. Never. Never. Do you understand?" he asked me, his eyes changed from brown to Black meaning he was deadly serious.

"KAYLA!" Kara screamed at me.

Nope go away, go away, go away! I yelled in my mind. Get away from misery since it can't even kill itself! I started to cry my negativity really hurt me.