Eventually love

chapter 14

It seems all I ever do here is lay in bed. Hate my life everything would be so much better if vampires didn't exist. This world sucked literally.

"Can we see Kara now, the sooner I see her the sooner I get to see Marcus" I said to Logan.

"We will go now, I'm sensing your feeling better. Plus Kara is expecting us" Logan said he sounded far away. He pulled me into his arms I blinked and we were in Blake's room. Kara was sitting on the floor at the foot of the bed looking at the floor in Blake's arms, she looked just as lost as Logan had a few second ago. Logan put me down, I was about to run over to her side when Logan tugged me back.

"Slow your steps" he said cautiously.

My anger flared at him but I didn't bite his head off. Suppress what you feel Kayla. It's not worth displaying to the world when your emotions get you nowhere. Even if I cried my eyes out I'll still wake up in this controlling life. I walked slowly to Kara's side and sat down beside her. Blake got up and walked over to Logan's side. His expression looked pained. Logan and Blake walked out of the room giving me and Kara some privacy.

"Hi moppy" I said to her. She didn't answer me, I moved her hair out of her face she looked terrible. As I brushed her hair out of her face the clip Darius had given her fell out.

"Sorry" I said and put the clip on the ground. She still didn't respond.

"Wow, didn't know you would take my words to heart Kara. Hmm...Doesn't look like you know me. I thought I get overemotional look at you" I said teasing her.

"Yeah" she said quietly, it looked like she was thinking hard about something.

"You don't want to talk to me?" I said seriously to her. She didn't answer so I got up heading for the door when Kara grabbed my wrist.

"Stay" she said.

I sat back down and Kara put her head on my shoulder. Something was up with her and I had a feeling it wasn't entirely about me.

"What's wrong? Your expression looks lost, you look tired like you've cried all day. Your making me panic Kara what's wrong? Did I hurt you that badly? I'm sorry I'm so" I was about to say selfish when Kara interrupted me.

"You hurt me Kayla but I know I hurt you to. I should have known how you were feeling when that jerk Darius said Marcus was going to be freed. I'm glad you finally came to see me since you wouldn't let me come and see you. I'm not angry with you anymore . I'm glad you look much better than three days ago. How are you feeling now?" She asked me.

"Don't worry about me, Logan's is around me twenty four seven at the moment. I don't get to do anything for myself. Anyway let's get back to you. If I'm not the reason for your painful expression then what is?" I asked her.

"I've been having nightmares" She said to me. Shock rippled through me.

"Have you told Blake?" I asked her.

"No" she answered.

"Why not" I said to here.

"Because I can't remember all of it. Everyone is dead in the dream except you. I keep seeing the dream from your perspective. It's sickening what I'm seeing. I can't sleep because every time I sleep I have that nightmare. I can't eat because everything I see and touch gets covered in blood, I can't take this anymore I think I'm going insane" Kara said in a shaky voice.

"When did your nightmares start?" I asked her.

"The day Blake and Logan beat up Darius" she said.