HEAL ME

CHAPTER 15

Lolita

I stood there looking at him, waiting for him to say just one answer I wanted, but he just stood there
leaning on the counter looking everywhere except for my face.

He thought I was dirty, a part of me was hoping he wouldn't my throat ached from the cries I wanted to release and mostly my heart ached because I was falling in love with him.

"If you'll excuse me I'll be in my room sir" I said blinking back the tears from my eyes I refuse to be weak again especially because of a man's rejection.

He looked up and I saw tears in his eyes as one fell, then another before he wiped it away

"You went through all that?" He asked

Pity

I didn't need his pity

"Don't pity me, please"

"Pity you?" He asked looking shocked "I don't I admire you a lot, not everyone is as strong as you are, what's his name?"

"What?"

"The bastard's name"

"I can't tell you Andre, its all in the past right now" I said

"Fine" he said "But please come closer I don't like being far away from you "

I moved closer to him "You should sit down "

"You asked me a question and I want to answer it" he said looking at me "Yes Lolita I still like this broken girl if anything my feelings have increased "

"You mean that?" I asked

"Yes, I mean-"

I kissed him with every bottled up emotion I have been hiding from him. I wanted him to feel what he made me feel for him I had already fallen long ago for him. He responded to the kiss as he wrapped his hands around my waist missing me back.

"Andre..." I moaned as he broke off the kiss

"If we go further Lolita, I might not be able to hold myself from you any longer " he said breathing heavily

"Sure" I said smiling as I pecked his lips "You still hungry?"

"For you or food?" He asked teasingly as he sat down on his wheelchair

I laughed "For food crazy"

"I'm famished"

I turned around and saw the food I was cooking was now unrecognizable

"Umm, I think we should.. " I said gesturing to the pot

He chuckled "Sure I'll go order something... Thai or Chinese?"

"Thai"

"Nice choice" he said as he pulled out his phone and ordered food "They will here in 10 minutes"

"Okay"

"How's Mariana?" He asked

"She's doing a lot better, I'll be visiting her tomorrow "

"Tomorrow?"

"Yes, why is there a problem with it?"

"No I just...never mind so you'll be sleeping over"

"I always do"

"Right"

I noticed he looked worried or sad its hard to tell

"Is everything alright?" I asked

"Yes, everything is alright "

"You sure? Because you're acting a bit odd"