HEAL ME

CHAPTER 7

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Lolita

I woke up today feeling pains all over my body

How did I get on my bed?

The events of yesterday came flashing back to my mind the kiss , him, Andre

I looked around and saw Maria sitting on the chair in my room fast asleep. I stood up rubbing my eyes as I tap her

"Maria"

"Mm mm " she murmured opening her eyes "oh my Lola you are awake.. you had us worried you know"

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to" I said

"Don't apologize dear" she said as she held my hands "Andre told me you had a rough day yesterday and I heard you scream last night so I rushed in here... I was afraid to leave you"

"Thank you" i said hugging her "I didn't mean to scare you"

"Its okay dear" she said patting my back "do you want to talk about it?"

"No... not yet"

"I understand " she nodded "I will go make you something to eat"

"Thank you"

"Andre left your phone on the night stand, he said you should call him when you wake up"

Phone?..I don't remember having one

"He was worried about you" she continued "we all were... lemme get your food" she said as she leaves the room

I walked to my bed and noticed a phone pack on it and it was no way an iPhone I opened it and see a sleek iPhone that looked like his one but his was silver. I turned it on and I noticed everything was already in place and a sim was already put in I went to contacts and the only name there was his. Andre must have put it

I quickly went to the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror I let out a big sigh

Mehn I look bad

I brushed my teeth and took a shower washing my hair and my entire body. I got dressed and applied a full coverage powder Sophia lent me to cover up my dark circles and pale face then I added a touch of lip gloss on lips smacking them together as I took a look at the mirror.

"You are strong Lolita " I said to myself not believing it. I remember my therapist telling me to always say it and believe it I say it everyday never believing it. I took a deep breath as I head to the kitchen.

"You should have stayed in bed.. I was going to bring your food to you" Maria frowned as she saw me walk into the kitchen

"Don't bother yourself Maria" I said kissing her cheek "I'm alright"

"Okay" she said "have you called Andre yet?" She asked pouring coffee into my cup

"No I don't want to be a bother... I'm sure he is busy at work" 

"No silly, he didn't go to work today he is upstairs in his office" she said

"Oh emm I will see him after I'm done eating" I assured her

"Okay"

I was done eating but didn't want to go and meet him I offered to wash the plates but Maria refused insisting I go and meet him.

"Since he is in the office I'm sure he's busy I don't want to intrude" I said my eyes pleading with her to not let me go. I couldn't possibly face him after yesterday event. He saw me in a weak state the last thing I need is for him to look at me with pity again.