Hold Onto Me

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"Fran, are you alright?" Someone whispered. I opened my eyes and saw Jeremy standing above me. Great the last person I wanted to see right now... "I'm fine!" I snapped. He pushed me over and sat down on the bed next to me. I got up in my underwear and wrapped my dressing gown around me. "What do you want?" I snapped again. He looked hurt and hugged me. "I am so sorry. What Derek did was a dick move." He said hugging me tightly. I breathed in the familiar scent of him and blinked back some tears.

"It was only a kiss, nothing special." I said pulling myself away from him. "But you like him don't you?" He asked and i looked into his perfect eyes knowing that i couldn't lie to him. "To be honest i don't know whether i like Derek or i like Derek Sanders of Mayday Parade, do you know what i mean?"

"Yeah kind of. You don't know whether you like him because of him or because of Mayday Parade." I nodded and he sighed sitting back down on my bed. "If it helps you are so much better then her." He said and i sat down next to him, i look at him sincerely and then handed him my phone which showed my twitter. He read the tweets and nearly cried.

HOME FUCKIN WRECKER!

YOU SLUT

BITCH! HE HAS A DAUGHTER

HOW DARE YOU TOUCH HIM HE IS TAKEN BITCH PLEASE

GO KILL YOURSELF

DIE IN A HOLE

SLIT YOUR WRISTS

I looked away ashamed and then he lifted my face towards his. "It'll be okay." He said and i smiled. I leant onto his shoulder and sighed. "I just wanna go home.." I said and he nodded. "Are you going to drop out?" He asked and I looked at him. "I want to but the girls." He started to laugh and then fell of the bed. "The girls want to drop out too." I smiled and walked into the living room where my three friends were sitting in silence.

"Hi." I said and Jeremy followed me out. "Fran, are you okay?" Ash asked running towards me and hugging me. I pushed her away gently and then laughed. "Bitch I'm fine." I smiled and then looked at the others. They were silent for a moment and then they came over to me. "Are you lying?" Katie asked and i nodded defeated. "I just... I want to go home." I cried and they all nodded. "Guys, don't worry about your careers, if you drop out I'll talk to All Time Low and try to get you a place on their England tour." He said and I nodded slowly hugging him again.

We all said our thanks and then started to pack our cases. "Thank you so much for doing this." I said to Ash when we were alone. She looked at me and smiled. "You'll be alright yeah?"

"Yes. Eventually." She hugged me and then we went to jump on our plane.

I ran straight into my mothers arms and just cried and cried. "Darling what's wrong?" She asked hugging me tightly like any mother would. My step dad walked in and looked at me with hate in his eyes. "WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?" He screamed chucking the news paper down in front of me. I read it through my tear filled eyes.

Home wrecker Francesca Barrett dropped out of the Vans Warped Tour yesterday due to an issue with Derek Sanders the lead singer of the American Rock Band from Tallahassee Mayday Parade. The young girl is only 19 but was spotted in Derek Sanders arms kissing him passionately right in front of his girlfriend and child. Their is a lot of controversy about this incident and whose fault it really was as Derek came on stage and sung a romantic song with Francesca flirting with her the whole time. The young and Naïve singers friends all defend her and say that they will carry on defending her within an inch of her life. After Francesca's band Defeaning Silence dropped out of the Vans Warped Tour Mayday Parade soon followed cancelling over 100 shows. Please write in and tell us your opinions on the situation.

"How dare you fucking disgrace the family name!" He screamed. I had had enough of his shit and stood up. "I don't even share a name with you. You are nothing to me fuck off." I spat in his face just as his fist landed right in my stomach. I winced in pain and laid on the floor knowing that if i reacted he would make it ten times worse for me.

"You fucking bastard!" I heard Jack scream as ran out of my brothers room. My brother soon followed. "Jack leave it!" My brother shouted, Jack turned around and looked at my brother his eyes full of rage whilst my step dad stood there laughing. I tried to move but it hurt too much. "You are unbelievable. You arsehole." He screamed as he hit my step-dad.

I jumped up ignoring the pain and dragged Jack into my room before it got worse. "I'm gonna kill him!" He screamed but I stood in front of the door. "Jack calm down." I cried hugging him. He picked me up and carried me over to my bed. "Do you want to tell me why he hit you?" He asked and I handed him the newspaper article. He read it and sighed. "Fucking bastard."

"Jack." I laughed, he looked at me and blinked back tears. "How long has it been going on?" He asked and I took a deep breath. "16 years."

"Since you were two?" He asked shocked and I nodded slowly. "Fucking dick." He said hugging me. I knew it hurt him to see me like this but there was nothing he could do about it. "Jack." I said and he sighed. He looked at me and then smiled. "Move in with me?" He asked taking me by complete surprise.

"You what?" I  stuttered trying to work out what he wanted.

"Move in with me?"

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