FAMOUS || L.H

1.1

I'm in a pizza mood:

"Aud? Hey sweetie why don't you go out with Kendall tonight?" Liz asks and sits down next to me on the couch. "I don't know, I don't really feel like going out tonight." I say and lean back on the couch. "Why not? It would be nice to get out and have some fun."

"I don't know. I just miss Luke a bit more than I thought I would." I sigh. "Well in that case." Liz got up and walked off to the kitchen. I looked back at the tv and sigh. Liz came back with a tub of ice cream and two spoons. I furrow my eyebrows at her when she sat down and opened the tub. "What? I miss my baby a lot too." She hands me a spoon and we ate ice cream and talked about Luke.

"I've always see you two together. You guys are so alike but you are different somehow. I don't know what it is, it's like you fit in like puzzle pieces." Liz rambled. "Always fit, just never knew it until now. You know?" I noted and giggled at her. I knew my cheeks were a deep shade of red by now. "I'm so happy for Luke. He's finally living out his dream." Liz puts her arm on the couch, "you're not scared?" She asks.

"Of what?"

"Oh you know, him thinking he found someone else? Even though I know you are the one for my baby boy, and what if he-" she kept going on about different scenarios which she claimed wound never happen. What if it does happen though? There has to be someone better than me out there for him. Luke deserves the best and I'm not the best, I'm just me. I'm not good enough for him.

He's going to wait till he finds some own better than me; a messed up, teenage girl with no life because of her messed up life. There will be a girl who is prettier than me, and more stable than me. "Knock knock." Someone says from the door. I furrow my eyebrows and stood up with Liz. We go to the door and I instantly ran to Luke and jumped into his arms.

"Oh my god you're back!!" I say, wrapping my arms around his neck. "Yeah! I've missed you." He wraps an arm around my waist and kisses my temple. I back away to let Liz in to hug him. After Luke put his bags and guitar away and settled into the couch with Liz and I he told us all about the tour. It was only a short tour around Australia so lucky he wasn't gone for a year or something crazy.

I heard a cry on the baby monitor and jumped off the couch and rushed to my room. It was Maya having a nightmare. Again. "Maya baby, It's okay. Shh." I whisper and climb up into her top bunk bed. I cuddled up to her and ran my hand through her hair and hushed her till she fell back to sleep. Once she was passed out I got up and sat onto the couch that was in our room. My mind started to wonder to Luke, and what Liz was saying. I can't stop thinking about it.

It's driving me crazy. I jumped when the door opens. I sigh and lean back onto the couch when I saw it was Luke. "How is my girl?" He asks and wraps an arm around my shoulders. I shrug and cuddle closer to him. My mind only buzzing of Luke with another girl.

"What's wrong?" I got up and go into the kitchen area, "Nothing, Don't worry about it." I mumble. I didn't mean to sound so harsh but it just came out. "Babe." Luke gets up and follows me. "Talk to me. What is wrong?" He whispers so Jaxon and Maya don't wake up. I look at them then back at him.

I don't want to do this here. If Jax or Maya wake up and hear us I don't want them getting the wrong idea. They love Luke. "Come here." Luke takes my hand and pulls me outside into his back yard. "Now talk to me!" He turns and says harshly.

"I told you to not worry about it." I turn back to go inside but he doesn't let me. "You are talking to me tonight weather you like it or not. Tell me." Luke takes both my hands in his large ones. I sigh, "I-i just don't think I'm good enough for you. Your so-" "What?!" Luke interrupts. "Luke-."